Thanks Boris I really appreciate it ^_^ I am starting to feel a little better now that I don't have the whole guilt thing on my shoulders. I am starting to think of it this way " whatever happens happens for a reason" So I am basing my decisions on that and just trying to follow my heart and do whats right
Follow your heart to yourself - that is the hard part, looking at things with an analytic eye re what is best for you - but also the rewarding part, if you can bend your mind to it.
I know you feel needy, and so do the rest of us here know that.. We've all - let me just presume - been there.
