How do I fix this embarrassing situation?

Hi ladies,

Basically my title says it all but allow me to tell you the story.

So, I met this guy at a yatch party. It was after a month when we finally decided to see each other. On the first date, it was an instant connection and great chemistry. Then came the second date, again, it was wonderful, pizza and drinks after. We did it that day. He had to leave for an early dive the next day so he frankly agreed for me to go home. He didn't contacted me the next day so I reached out to him and we finally talked back again to only find out that he thinks that I sulked the last night which is why he did not contacted me. We made amends and moved on.

Now here is where the embarrassment comes in, I texted him yesterday asking him out if he wants to grab dinner aaaaand after not receiving a reply and saw him online and left whatsapp without reading my message, I took it back which leads me to think he has been ignoring me. So I texted my one last message telling him that I took a risk and it was worthless and cut off the line between us. I fucked up and I fucked up REAL bad. He replied though but I do not think something good will come out of this anymore. I apologized for being needy. I feel disgusted and annoyed at myself.