@TheDivaGirl,
I cannot answer the question as I do not know how you behave.
You might behave perfectly correct, but look sad or uninterested.
You have to talk with a person whom you really trust and who knows you.
Or even better look for professional help.
Be careful with such personal questions over internet. You might run into someone who will promise you things, but who is in no way trustworthy.
Someone will misuse you and put you into internet with name.
Or ask you for pictures and put in internet.
Please look for someone you can talk to face to face in real life and not over
internet.