@thedarknova,
ok then??.. giving you my thoughts.. you dont have to go insane about it??? damn
chaos knows no tranquil days, pressure tends to strangulate
gotta full plate, I contemplate, too much to do, procrastinate
see clearest when I medicate, those that will, I let them hate
levitate to meditative state, lessen the weight, as I drift away
on my way to euphoric state, visualize from new perspective
simple details ignored before, become noticeably impressive
pay attention and listen now that I am focussed more clearly
as to avoid potential nightmares by losing what i hold dearly
strained relations, test of patience, how much of it, can I take
world crumbling around me, but no reports of any earthquakes
always real, never fake, truth in my words, make no mistake
must maintain, 2 much at stake, eyes open even before I wake
karma is fate, I can't complain, hard enough just staying sane,
bright sunrays, claim days, following the darkest, harshest rain
pain sustains with it's stubborn ways, and scars it leaves behind
only safe place I can think to hide is deep inside my twisted mind