@Baldimo,
I haven't got time to go into all the times your insecurities have manifested themselves, you need a gun, you call people who disagree with you Moslems, you take offence and start talking about Christianity when was I talking about strict, and anachronistic, adherence to the 2nd amendment and Shariah law by two different groups of fundamentalists, you row back on what you've said, claiming to be misunderstood, and you accuse others of amending/deleting your posts.
That's just off the top of my head, but I don't think those can be described as the actions of someone who is confident and comfortable in their own skin.