HHmmm... I missed the fun part about boobies and smokes.
> looking at own boobies <
Mine dont smoke? .. or did I miss something?
Maybe I missed my psychotrophic meds this morning.....
But yes Occom.. to answer you, I did only smoke about 4 cigarettes a day. I was HAPPY smoking. I deliberatly kept my smoking to a minimum so that I would keep enjoying it. I remember for about 3 months I would smoke about a pack and a half a week minimum and I didnt like it as much. So I limited myself and loved it. I still want to smoke. I dont want to quit. But I just dont want to raise a smoker and I dont want to be a hyprocrite when i try to teach my daughter not to do **** like that.
Also... on a moral level ((( yes i do have morals
)))
I really feel that if I continued smoking , I would be selfishly taking myself away from my daughter . She doesnt need to loose me in 10 years or so to a cancer that I could have provented but didnt because I was too selfish to stop smoking.
>sigh< I hate being a grownup!
hahaha.