We're pretty straightforward.
You want people to just agree that you were inseparable from the minute you started typing? Sympathize that you caught one who gets all angry if you talk with another man? Having, you know, not committed verbally to you for life yet. One who happens to be married?
And you're sorry you mentioned the open marriage part (I presume because we might not think it is smart of you to be ok with that).
My comment about being needy for romance is apropo.
Are you 27? I can't tell by your username. You call yourself a girl. That might fit, in the sense of lack of savvy. You seem to be all concerned about what he feels. Do you pay no attention to yourself?