@Krumple,
You exist for ever, that is not a positive in my opinion. It would become hell to exist for eternity. No matter how great it was, no matter how blissful it was, you would eventually grow tired of it, bored, nothing new would happen. It would become a hell.
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Have you had a good life?
I have days when I wake up and wish I had more years to do everything there is to do, to build my own place, to travel and see as much as I can see, to write books and songs, to paint, to eat some really great food, to garden, to make movies, to go jet skiing, to dance....to laugh. I decided when I hit 50 that I would fill up the few remaining years of my life with as much happiness as I could and I wondered why I never made that a priority before. Do you think when you get to heaven this all goes away?
Sure I have an equal amount of negative things in my life that hold me back, but I'm focused on the positive. For years I held myself back from what I really wanted because ...I don't know why...maybe I let other people decide what I should do or maybe I was afraid and for some reason felt, who was I to want to do such things. Maybe I felt I had to do certain things first in order to attain them, but when I turned 50 I just decided to step out of my "comfort zone" and try things. I started attending meetings, I went exploring on my own, I started writing, I went searching for where my talents lie, etc. I read and I study so I make wise choices. If there is a cure for this overwhelming fatigue I'm determined to find it and I'm making strides in that area too. This upbeat feeling could turn around at any moment, but when it does I hang on to the promises of God, use Jesus as my guide and continue to strive for happiness and I do think I am happier than I've ever been. I want to yell at people who are so bogged down in negativity that , Hey I was there too, don't let it keep you down. Maybe I'm making my life sound a little too rosy, it's not. Still there are days when I wish I could add more time to my life to explore more, to sing and dance a little more, to try some new recipes, to go fishing at a new lake, to read. I seem to hunger for more. Maybe an eternity of this wouldn't be so bad.
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord. "plans to proper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11
Maybe today I'll just hang out in the hammock and stare at the azure blue sky. Ah so many choices...