@BillRM,
You have a practical mind, everything to you is theory. That has to be right huh?
Yet, you seem to be a risk taker, that's called gambling in life...
I am bordering a plane tomorrow, I do not have in the back of my mind, shall I live or die, will it crash or reach the destination? That is paranoia.
So we do not Bill all have that thought... This is the point.. .These are "your " thoughts about you, not what everyone thinks. Which is my point.. We have a right to be ourselves and believe what we want, we are here once on this earth at least as to who we are... Where we go? Is a matter of where our mind is at.. If you walk this earth as a risk taker (so am I) but you add, paranoia which is not logical rather fear, then you would un-doubtably fear the un-known.
Ever seen anything in your life you can not explain ?
The retirement scenario (as a real estate agent) is vesting in your best interest who would not want to do that? That has nothing to do with whether you believe in God or not, nor yourself.
When you place a bet, you are gambling, do you gamble with life?
Whether you believe in yourself or not pends on who you are.
I tend to think that someone who doesn't believe in themselves, will argue till the cows come home so that someone, hopefully will believe in them.
Then there are others, who believe in a cause which is totallly different and in that, will fight for it.
I am tending to think that is our OP...
I think you are very blinded to life..you have a need to never express you, rather challenge everyone and in that, the need to know everyone that you are challenging so you can win.
There is that word again, win... but with you, it's always the case, it's not a passion it's a mission for self.
Passion is different... You can see other people's point of view and see what you can take from it... Winning is only about you.
I think you will have a run for your money over what you just posed...
A person takes risks
they gamble
their fear their life
therefore planes
and they believe in the tooth fairy not, cause their childhood was never one of adventure and en-lightment, or fun, or fantasy.
Bit off track but not really.