@Chights47,
Quote:I also think that it's funny that in the list of religions that you said you searched that you also searched religions that do not have deities...yet you heard a deities voice? So this means that you list is either an intentional delusion meant to deceive or that you have no idea what those religions/philosophies of life were about. I'm also not saying that culture and background are the only factors but they are indeed factors to some extent. The reason that you didn't convert back to Catholicism is because you didn't agree with how that deity was portrayed and based on the brainwashing nature of Catholicism you had inclination towards Christianity.
And you know this is exactly how it happened how?? Because I completely disagree!! Who says that religions who don't except deity's means that the leader or founder of their religions were not the ones with which I was talking with?? and furthermore, as a Christian, with my experiences, I have seen and experienced things of other religious "Kingdoms'' if you wish to call it that...that probably 80-90% of the believers of those religions probably never experienced, or even know certain things exist(s) about their beliefs....
Quote:Are you insinuating that you do not believe in the Christian deity and that you do not believe in the claims of Jesus Christ?
Again, No I am not, I DO believe that Jesus Christ is the Lord, but the question was Did i embrace any other deity other than Jesus Christ,and the answer is yes, when sifting through the religions to finding God's voice, it took direct actions to accept, experience, and denounce "what I thought as "potential Gods" to find Christ...but this does not mean that My experiences were not compelling enough to simply convert me...but rather to show me, that it TRULY was Christ, and by the validation of searching, sifting through the other religious, I found out for myself, as well as God that they were all bogus! (or and that includes excepting Atheism)
Quote:You may claim that you've verified the core of theism but that under the belief that theism is correct. Have you never took a second thought about your "visions" and thought that it might just be some sort of self induced delusion or some mirage due to your irrational belief in a deity? Have you never tried to think of all the ways in which your deity can't exist or tried to come up with secular reasons to explain all of the supernatural events in which you claim? As far as the quote in which you used, it is correct, but it don't mean that all that is beneficial is so in the most optimal way. Picking up a single piece of trash only once a year and throwing it away is a beneficial act but in comparison to the amount of litter there is in the world. It almost makes no difference when compared to a group who devotes an entire day every week to cleaning up an entire area.
I have in fact taken thoughts about theism is correct or not...I have questioned my thoughts and visions many times indeed! I have tried to come up with ways in which my deity doesn't exist, but come up with empty paths every time...(just because you disagree, does not mean that my views are not validatible, or in fact delusions...) (Sounds to me it has MORE to do with you dispelling your doubts about Jesus, more than me self-examining my God....Just on the outside looking in) I disagree completely with your analogy about the trash, whether it seems insignufigant or not to the world as a whole, I value that I do in fact do it, and value the fact that I did not have to do it, but willing chose to do it...which shows that one actually cares about "progressing humanity" even to the simplest and smallest scale possible...(Just so you know, sometimes that is the hardest ways of getting your self to do things that are sacrificial, things on the smallest scale possible)
Quote:Apathetic Agnosticism is a view which concludes that even if one or more deities exist, they do not appear to be concerned about the fate of humans. Therefore, their existence has little impact on personal human affairs and should be of little theological interest. So it's really more like indifference towards the existence of a god rather than the rejection of it.
No then that is in fact NOT what I was, I was an Atheist....
Quote:I'm actually not doing his work as I have said before. Hpothetically lets say that he does exist, if I were doing "his" work, then why would that work be (for the most part) against him?
No, Because the taking care of humanity part, in which you do, is God's work...
Quote:As far as yourself, what do you do that's productive in this world alone? Do you help a soup kitchens, big brother, or any kind of volunteer work? I'm really just looking for anything at all really except for preaching or anything like that.
I have stated this before but will say it again, I have voluntered at food banks, I give and donate all the time, effort, and financial contributions I can give...For I am NOT much above poor, and I go and clean the streets of which I live in...etc...I could list many more, but I think this should be satisfying to say the least....