Dear Diary?

I try to understand her, really, I mean...I understand it must be a very difficult thing to go through, but I just do not like her reaction to it. :tired: Like, she may be hurting but it frustrates me that because of that she insists on treating me like sh*t and making me feel anxious and scared.

My mother has never quite been close to me, and she is super oober religious. To the point where she has tried to exercise demons out of me. Repeatedly. I would think she'd understand why I would want to get far away :p

MissDixy

The first goodbye is the untested one and the most feared.

Write her a note putting down all the things you know you can't tell her face to face because she might react inappropriately.

In your note put all the loving things you remember, all she did for you as a mother and how you want to be a daughter she can be proud of - even if you have to follow your own dreams - because that is the kind of daughter she raised - a bright independent one.

She knows this already - I guarantee it. What can she do - stop loving you?
Ha if someone knew how to do that - our world would be simpler - turning off love... ha!

Leave the note for her when you pack your last backpack and slap on your most defiant hat and face..... kiss her and hug her and let the tears run if you need to....

Take care of yourself little one..... you are on your own..... (except for all your quasi parental types hanging here.....)

This might be fun going back to school along with you and your impressions...but that is selfish of me....I'm sure it has changed a great deal....but I think it is a nice thought for me to have on a Saturday...

You are going to meet friends - peers - who will open new vistas for you - think and dwell on all the positives. The rest don't matter because they vanish as you slay the dragons along the way!!

I was plotting a conspiracy?

Or could it be I know how the oil industry works?

Or could it be I know how much reserves the USA has at its disposal?

You can learn these things too, Go to the Rail Road Comission of Texas website, and look up reserves.

No. You are you. You cannot possibly be in on any conspiracies. It would not work. Therefore, you have disproved conspiracy theories about oil.

Nice. Because there is no conspiracy theory about oil LOL

Yes there is, the oil gets the Bush to invade the country.

It cant be a conspiracy if every JoE American thinks that.

No one thinks we are there protecting americana rights... or that they are there fighting for american freedoms.

(Why I hate it when a soldier or a soldiers wife says "Support our troops they are fighting for your freedoms)

WE are there to promote the general welfare of the Iraqi people and have afriendly government with which to trade.




And as far as someone comes back at me and says the soldiers ARE fighting for my freedoms, I will save you the time and respond to that now

I WILL GLADLY TRADE MY IRAQI FREEDOMS THAT THEY ARE FIGHTING FOR, FOR all 3000+ DEAD AMERICANS OVER THERE TO BE RESURRECTED AND COME HOME

It can be a conspiracy if there is no tangible evidence.

We want oil... Arab countries have oil... there is your tangible evidence

Motive= implication, there is your idiotic premise. Just like JFK.

Motive is the key ingredient in proving anything ask any of your local law inforcement.

Thanks for saying my premise is idiotic.

Hello pot your black

-kettle-

But ask them if it's going to get anywhere with nothing else but a motive.

ask them if it will get anywhere WITHOUT motive.

The hypocracy that you spew in both threads we are discussing is horrid. Have you been drinking today?


**MOCK CONVERSATION**

Reag: You're ugly
RUG: Piss off you're ugly
Reag: Hey there are no personal attacks allowed here


LMAO both of our current conversations are just as silloy as my made up one.

Dear Diary,

I drove for two days to get back to Texas. It rocks. The place I left blows, hard. But Texas rocks, as I said. Cresting a hill while driving through a small town in west-central Texas, I saw a massive steel cross on the horizon. It really sank the hook in me. Amen, brothers and sisters. Amen.:headbang:

Lol.
Glad you're back :cool: :cool:

Same here.

And might I add, you folks rock, as well.

Pino, my man, good to have you back.

Great, it's been boring the last few days. Welcome back.

It hasn't been boring on this end, LOL. AaronSavior we miss you too, LOL.