I have to be a grownup all day long, and am on call 24 hours a day, requiring me to make mature decisions at any time of the day or night, up to and including whether or not to call 911 for my husband, or to call my sister to see if she really meant her last suicide threat, or to run the finances and day to day operations of the chai empire.
If I want to be vapid, I'll be vapid.
vapidosity is all I have.
that, and yoga.....and bubble baths.
As Kevin Bacon said in the movie Diner....**** mature.