@electronicmail,
Your membership wasn't cancelled.
As to why you had trouble logging in, at least one person has posted that that was a problem for some of us for a while. In your specific case, we posters don't know what the problem was.
Why have you not clicked on Contact Us at the bottom of the page and asked the moderators, as was suggested to you by many?
Your anger is hard to understand, given that you don't ask the mods, and you are still apparently a member.