@snood,
As a teacher - and I guess just as part of who I am - I set high goals and I'm enthused with a hell of a lot more confidence than most people would consider normal. I tell all my students I expect college graduation invitations - and I mean it. I dance around and coax and cajole and demand. There's no kid in my class I give up on, and I don't mind telling you that is not the case universally. I've had veteran teachers sit me down and tell me to stop worrying about this one or that one.
This spirit of "I can if I want to" and "everything is possible if I do my part" is very Judy Garland and Mickey Rooney putting on a show in the old barn, but I swear it works for me. It's probably the biggest part of who I am.
And since it is, I'm well aware that most people look down their noses at me. My little engine that could is laughable to a lot of people, but immature or earnest or whatever word someone would like to apply to it, it just doesn't matter to me.
I'd rather be considered simplistic or naive or worse, and be passionate about what I believe in than someone who just sits around calculating and giving up on things that are important.
I know nobody asked for that silly speech, but it came out as I thought about snood's statement "don't get too carried away." LOL I am carried away right now. I'm so damn excited that there is a chance that my country might just be wrestled away from the corrupt people who are profiting on The US's destruction. I've been furious about it for years, and I can't believe I actually have a chance to get my ass out in the street and fight against corruption and for equality and for decent lives for the people who live and work and die in this country.
Anyway. Stepping down from my soapbox.
I know the odds.
This isn't my first rodeo.
And, still I'm carried away.