100 Days Clean and Sober, 110 Days Celibate

Thanks for all the encouragement, I am getting teary, really!

Roxy, what I've always liked about you is the what I call the Annie-factor. No matter how tough things seem to get for you I always picture you out in the spotlight singing:

The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
Bet your bottom dollar
That tomorrow
There'll be sun!

Just thinkin' about
Tomorrow
Clears away the cobwebs,
And the sorrow
'Til there's none!

When I'm stuck a day
That's gray,
And lonely,
I just stick out my chin
And Grin,
And Say,
Oh!

The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
So ya gotta hang on
'Til tomorrow
Come what may
Tomorrow! Tomorrow!
I love ya Tomorrow!
You're always
A day
A way!


YOU GO GIRL!

I am overwhelmed by all the support. My heartflet thanks. I never expected this!

I won't go into it but there was an event yesterday that, in the past, would have triggered me to drink, instead I took immediate action to solve the problem.

Nice one roxanne

:wink:

Do you feel better physically for it?

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Keep up the good work. I hope it works out for you

Yes, I feel much better especially since I workout almost every day. Of course, I felt really bad at first.

This weekend the biggest LGBT AA Event of the year is happening here in San Francisco, Living Sober Western Roundup, I am attending the women's conference this am and there is a dance and karaoke tonight.

Lot of women in town looking to hook up. My celibacy may be in jeopardy! But I don't intend to be celibate forever.

When I drank, I thought you had to be drunk to have a good time.

When I first got sober, I was afraid I'd never have fun again.

Then, as I made good friends, things changed, without me even realizing it at first.

I clearly remember one night being with a few people from AA that I'd become really tight with, a little get-together. I was in the middle of falling on the floor laughing at something, literally crying with laughter, and it hit me "HEY! I'm having the best time, and I'm completely straight!"

In fact, when I felt so at home with people that cared about me, and I them, I'd laugh at the corniest damn stuff. Things I would have rolled my eyes at in the past. But you know what Roxxxxanne? It felt really good laughing and joking about silly, everyday, I don't know how else to say it, clean and innocent things. Made me feel, I dunno, new, redeemed.

I hope you have a good time with the karaoke, and that you make a complete fool out of yourself....and can laugh at yourself doing it....and knowing people are laughing with you, not at you.

Roxxie, I have never been so proud of you and if you were here with me right now I would give you a good stiff drink and a couple of pills as a celebratory gesture. Afterwards, we could bang the night away.

Again.... congratulations!

That was stupid and classless. I suppose that translates to "cute and cool" when you say something like that, eh?

Congratulations, Roxxxanne.

Well done, Roxxxanne. Have a great time tonight. Great times do not require drugs and/or booze. You're doing it, girl!

eh?

that was probably the smartest reply I've gotten from you.

Whoa!!!! This is one of the greatest things I have ever been part of and I mentioned my celibacy in a "share" and a woman came up to me and told me she was there whenever I was ready! Wow!

More importantly, I met a lot of potential friends.

When you reveal a certain length of time celibate people assume you are getting desperate. Give me a call when you're ready Roxxxanne!

How does a tranny lesbian porn star who works out every day get on disability?

Only in San Francisco....

Roxxxanne--

One hundred days and counting. Good for you.l

What a very cute and cool response, Gus.

I am a little bit worried that some judgmental tightass might get all pissy about it, but I'm pretty sure Roxxxanne can handle a little joke.

Oh, and congratulations, Roxxxanne! Keep the faith!

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