I thank you and I cannot even calculate how much I have been helped from you all here.
I spend most of my life "together" mentally while I see a world that is more often that not unstable and usually unattached to any firm basis in life.
Yet I am human and even though I am a very stable emotionally. Stable enough that I can dedicate my life to others most of the time and not feel like I am neglecting time that I need to dedicate toward my own self.
There are many needy souls who are hurting much more than me. And I have the answers that they seek.
I know how to calm their minds.
Yet when I become a victim of my own human desires and needs I do not have the same luxury of a person who is devoted to others to help me reason though things. Though my moments of my own confusion are brief they do take me on an emotional ride sometimes. I wouldn't be human if I did not have feelings.
But my feelings are still relatively very fit and stable. (Be strong IN THE LORD)
I never seem to know where on this forum to bring up a certain issue.
I should talk about specific subjects in specific areas. Lately everything has become, all jumbled up it seems on this forum.
Maybe it is just me.
Today the words are base and basis again. (I have discussed these words before, here is some more about them.)
I have realized why I do not connect with people sometimes.
Because many people do not have a concrete "basis" in their life.
They only have a highly detailed often dismal "base". That base is broad and often indiscriminate.
But if you preface life and motivation with a basis, for instance, a "true" God, then your base will change.
About a year ago I went into the Kabala very heavily. I learned some great things. Surely they are truth. They came with a price that I would subject my own inner side to the fire of truth. That I would descend into my own hell and war with my own demons. I with this endeavor took this journey without a moments hesitation.
I am intrigued by the hermit character of the Kabala. My lifestyle has always seemed to favor the hermetical code.
Being a musician, music is often shared only with God. The hermit holds a lantern that contains a bright star within it. The hermit journeys through the night leading the people through the wilderness. This is me. Yet the hermit can be accompanied with pride depending on whose light is placed in the lantern.
So the fact that I have my own faults do not detract from the fact that I also carry the lantern.
This all relates to base and basis.
Each individual has a responsibility to understand their own basis. Yet it is possible to live one's life and neglect this area nearly completely. When the basis of life is neglected then we see a guideless existence that borders on those lifeless and disconnected from hope.
My friends come to me this way. In fact I pray to God to send people to me who are crying in their souls so I may share this precious light with them. Each time I share it in a different manner.
Yet the light not only brings wisdom but it can also blind a person. So this leads to a quandary of the mind. How do we find the true light without becoming blind to it? How do we reach our destination without wandering lost in the wilderness?
This is where there is a clever mind trick. You will only go as far as your own faith. By faith all of the patriarchs were delivered.
Yet we are presented with two roads. One road is to take God and Jesus Christ and curse them... So you are cursing the creator of existence and you are cursing the greatest creation of existence, his son. When one curses God and the Lord Jesus then they receive this very damnation within. Thus their "basis" becomes wickedness and wild abandon. They follow an assumption (among many others) that God created evil so God must be evil. So they accept moderate or even radical evil into their lives. They also consider God on a par with evil man. (like Zeus and other God/Men)
Then there is the other road. To not jump on the God bashing bandwagon but to exalt God and his son above all evil and any ill reproach whatsoever. (I am of this camp.) To sanctify (clean) God and then one receives this perfection within. The holy of holies begins to reside within the human temple. It is not by confessing our sin but from raising Jesus from the dead and discerning the true God from a lie.. GOD HAS NO EVIL WITHIN HIM.
So this it the root of all evil this ideology. You tell me what you think of God and Jesus Christ and I will tell you how far you will go spiritually. If you have a loving forgiving God then you will have a "base" that reflects that. We need to remove the father from sin in order for our sin to be removed.
So the light that the hermit holds is the truth of God, not that of the world. The "faith" in God. Life without a bright basis that is uplifting and encouraging leads to a basis that is lower than generality and often far below par. This only becomes a weight that pulls one into the depths of despair. Every person has a duty to learn and focus on there basis. Not to let God become entangled by a system of religion but a system of truth and perfection. So that the dialog within is not cut off. So that each thought can be spiritually tried against righteousness and grace. Our own grace toward God!
For we must sanctify God and redeem God from the worlds hatred in order for the sun to rise within our souls and redeem us from our own God imposed evil.
So when we take God from the faulted, hated, perverted, jealous, war mongering, blood thirsty, etc... God of the world and "sanctify God" (We do not accept God is evil, we reject it.) then we begin to converse and relate to this perfection. Then our basis begins to build and it is the constant building within of a strong basis that manifests outward to supply our base. Thus the base is then guided by perfection.
So one must change the ideology of the basis in order to guide the habits of the base from within. People are hurting and need to get God right.
Peace with God