4 months ago, my husband found out I cheated on him for the whole last year(we were not physically together last year). He is pretty upset of course and I am truly sorry about hurting him. We have talked about the consequences, and he decided not to leave me and wanted to try work it out. But so far it is not working.
He is being and acting very miserable when i am present. I know it is all my fault that he is being miserable but I really want to convince him that he has the
right and the
power to get out of the misery and the pain that I caused (for instance, if something really funny happened to us when we are together, I see him holding back the laugh and excitement because he thinks that he supposed to be sad and upset at this stage.). To be honest, I am tired of being punished by his indifferent attitude and if he thinks that is punishing me, it is not working. However, I can "happily" take it, but at least he has to get some pleasure from seeing me being punished. Anyway, his method is not working, it just punishes himself. He keeps saying once he forgets what I did, he will be the same and we can probably go back to the old time. But I think it is impossible for him to forget my mistake. he is really a nice man, I want him to be happy. how can I convince him that he has the
rightand the
power to be happy again? any good advice? This is really bothering me.
Another thing, I moved to another city just about 1 month ago for the job relocation (so we are apart again), but we still keep talking to each other (out of the "duty", "obligation"). But the conversation is really dragging and no more emotions. I don't think keep talking to each other like that is improving our relationship, and I am afraid this is actually hinder the wound to be healed. Hence I asked him not to contact each other until he feels better again. Am I doing the right thing?
Thanks in advance for your advices,
confusing head