Think I need to look back as I look forward....
Anyway, the relationship keeps slogging forward, but I hear the death knell. Balk.
What he says doesn't quite jive with what he does.... Other men seem more interested in me than he does... I sorta require more than he seems to feel....
It's weird when you've already closed off a bit emotionally, but the man is still there... ech. There's no hurry to put it out of it's misery, so I guess I'll hang on for a while and see if anything changes. He says he's moving here in Spring.... <bitter laugh>
Help me out here... Does everybody have these vacillations? Yeah, this is ok----no, this isn't ok...? I never hang around long enough to get through them. HATE feeling shaky about a man. Ew.