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Life: Looking Back, Looking Forward

 
 
Lash
 
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Reply Mon 18 Jun, 2007 12:57 pm
Thanks sweety. You guys and this place saw me through a really bad span of years. I owe you so much---

Love you.
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Joeblow
 
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Reply Tue 19 Jun, 2007 11:19 am
Lash wrote:

....FEEL.



Just my way of saying I'm paying attention.





You're home!

Are you tired?
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Lash
 
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Reply Fri 22 Jun, 2007 04:39 pm
I was surprisingly not tired---met some layover people and a family from London stuck and sacked out in the ATL Hartsfield airport, where I had to wait for a day on my daughter...LOL

We slept together and had nice talks between snoozing...

I'm just sad.

It's not going to work, I don't think.

Hard to move away from your life and into someone else's based on a few meetings.... <grins>

But, I'd do it all again.... Cool

Thanks, joeblow.
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cicerone imposter
 
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Reply Fri 22 Jun, 2007 04:49 pm
Can we look back and forward at the same time? What is that called?
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dyslexia
 
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Reply Fri 22 Jun, 2007 05:06 pm
Janus;
http://www.dymaxionweb.com/images/janus.jpg
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Lash
 
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Reply Mon 25 Jun, 2007 02:19 pm
Think I need to look back as I look forward.... Smile

Anyway, the relationship keeps slogging forward, but I hear the death knell. Balk.

What he says doesn't quite jive with what he does.... Other men seem more interested in me than he does... I sorta require more than he seems to feel....

It's weird when you've already closed off a bit emotionally, but the man is still there... ech. There's no hurry to put it out of it's misery, so I guess I'll hang on for a while and see if anything changes. He says he's moving here in Spring.... <bitter laugh>

Help me out here... Does everybody have these vacillations? Yeah, this is ok----no, this isn't ok...? I never hang around long enough to get through them. HATE feeling shaky about a man. Ew.
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kickycan
 
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Reply Mon 25 Jun, 2007 03:09 pm
Lash wrote:
Kick--

Whatever happened with the cute girl you were thinking about pursuing?


I'm only interested in her when we've both had a few drinks. Other than that, she's kind of a stick in the mud, so why bother.

I haven't ruled out hooking up with her on some drunken night, but that hasn't happened.

In other news, I have recently been seeing someone else, who I met online. We have both agreed that we are so totally incompatible personality-wise that it would never work, but that never stopped anyone from getting in a little boinking for the fun of it. I give this one about another month or so. Maybe less, as her domineering personality is starting to really get on my nerves.
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Lash
 
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Reply Mon 25 Jun, 2007 04:07 pm
Maybe if your personality was stronger? LOL


Kidding.


Meanwhile, I am a mouse. A button -sewing, no opinion-having, mealy mouth, ego-expander kit.

<creating a monster>

<can't seem to stop>

<I mean what I say, though>

<still, his ego is sucking up all my air>
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cicerone imposter
 
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Reply Mon 25 Jun, 2007 04:12 pm
kicky, It's hard to believe any woman can be domineering over you!
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kickycan
 
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Reply Mon 25 Jun, 2007 08:01 pm
C.I., I'm very laid back, actually, and I give people a lot of leeway. Especially when I'm trying to f*ck them.

Lash, this chick I'm seeing is also kind of an egomaniac. She never misses an opportunity to pat herself on the back.
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ossobuco
 
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Reply Mon 25 Jun, 2007 08:06 pm
Lash, aunt osso says Stop That. Go back to being yourself, see what happens. It would be inevitable, so go for it, Ms. Mealy.
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ossobuco
 
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Reply Mon 25 Jun, 2007 08:29 pm
Someone more right is waiting for you, Kicky. Keep your eye out.
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Lash
 
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Reply Wed 27 Jun, 2007 10:23 am
kickycan wrote:
C.I., I'm very laid back, actually, and I give people a lot of leeway. Especially when I'm trying to f*ck them.

Lash, this chick I'm seeing is also kind of an egomaniac. She never misses an opportunity to pat herself on the back.


Kicky---could it be that she's just sharing good news in her life and you aren't happy for her? Are you comfortable telling her your good news?
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cicerone imposter
 
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Reply Wed 27 Jun, 2007 10:27 am
kickycan wrote:
C.I., I'm very laid back, actually, and I give people a lot of leeway. Especially when I'm trying to f*ck them.

I knew you were a man of "experience," and position was never the issue.
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Lash
 
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Reply Wed 27 Jun, 2007 11:08 am
That was funny, CI....LOL
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kickycan
 
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Reply Wed 27 Jun, 2007 11:34 am
No, it's not about news. It's about how her way is the best way. I can't stop thinking about what a wild animal she was in bed though. Holy crap, I keep getting these little flashbacks every so often...wow.

So...just a hypothetical question...no real reason I'm asking...how long after having sex without a condom with someone you hardly know do you have to wait to have yourself tested for AIDS?
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cicerone imposter
 
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Reply Wed 27 Jun, 2007 11:58 am
24 hours?
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Walter Hinteler
 
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Reply Wed 27 Jun, 2007 12:06 pm
More - it can take to weeks until antibodies are raised.

(You find antibodies with the HIV-tests [there's no AIDS-test].)
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Lash
 
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Reply Sat 30 Jun, 2007 10:02 am
Damn, kicky, go now.
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Lash
 
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Reply Sat 30 Jun, 2007 10:12 am
Update--- We just got through my third pre-emptive break up.

Lash<----discovers she has issues with insecurity (or rejection?)
that
dwarf
the
world

We are always better and happier after each break but, why in hell do I do this? He just yawns now and waits for me to come to my senses...

and, how long does one hold on to a long distance relationship.... I can't imagine very long.... He's supposed to come in December to meet the fam. (The thought is macabre. Culture clash heretofore unimagined....) My mother alone will be enough to send him running... Ha!

Our conversations are getting more in depth... a good thing. Feel closer to him...another good thing.

He called me at midnight last night to wish me a happy birthday. I'm 46. Feels nice.
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