ehBeth wrote:
I still consider myself a Christian. I usually just qualify it by saying that I'm not an American-style Christian. Living a good life, being a good person - but trying not to impose my beliefs on anyone else.
There have been moments where I've wondered if I'm starting to lean in a reform Jewish direction, in a reaction against the kind of Christianity which seems to be practiced in the U.S. (or at least, gets the publicity). After all, Jesus was a Jewish teacher. And then I realize I might simply be revisiting a form of Lutheranism.
Just when I was trying to figure out how to say something, someone else goes ahead and does it for me. Thanks ebeth.
I don't know what to call myself, but I guess that doesn't matter. I do believe in God. I think if I lived in another area of the world, I would consider myself a christian, but I truly can't say that comparing my understanding of christianity with what many people who call themselves that in this country.
I get distressed by what the connotation of what the word christian has become.
The whole thing has become such a DisneyWorld, Chuckee Cheese, latest special effects movie affair.
It feels more like a social club to me than a desire to fathom an iota of the mysteries of the universe.
As a matter of fact, have thoughts that wonder about possibilities, why's where's when's how's is frowned up and, yes, forbidden. This is what the bible said happened, don't you dare think that it could be any other way, or you'll be damned for all enternity.
What kind of belief in God is that? That God was invented by mankind, and in particular by the members of mankind that had an interest in maintaining the status quo.
The reality, I cannot help but believe, is sooooooo much more than what can be contained in a few hundred pages.
In this forum especially, I detest how some do not see the big picutre of the discussion, and instead focus on the minutiae.
It's an affront to me that instead of address what people say, the responses are regurgitations of platitudes.
I find it frustrating that supposedly this is a debate forum, yet, where the rubber meets the road, instead of using intelligence to explain, clarify ones position, some use the cowards way out of falling back on stock answers.
That is not a debate. That is insulting another persons intelligence when it is assumed a seeker of knowledge will accept that.
I view those who believe in pleasant fairy tales about people rising up out of the dust childish. This story was a metophor for heavens sake, showing that man was at one point in time created, not to be taken as fact. Again, the reality is so much grander and awe inspiring.
I worry how much the Christian Right is getting involved in our government, but at the same time, their churches do not pay taxes. That's disgusting.
I have small grudges about things I want to express in my workplace., but don't. Not because I'm afraid to speak my mind, but because I have to work with "Christians" who would send out a low current of constant disapproval, and I have learned I have to pick my battles. I have to maintain a good working relationship, and would be unable to, there would always be this small elephant in the room, if I was, for instance, put up a beautiful picture of my step-daughter getting married, to another woman.
My co-workers have pictures of sons/daughters wedding, crosses on the wall, plaques with words about Jesus on them, which is fine. However, if my SD saying vows were on my desk.....well, it would always just BE there, an open sore whenever particular people entered the room.
I won't let something like that be an irritant to me, so it's easier to just not go there.
I don't like it when some of what I say is addressed with words that really don't say anything, and other areas that are far more important are ignored.
ok, that's it for right now.