I like my friend of the same gender

​Hi, I just need some advice because I’m just going crazy over here.
I met this girl at work about 1.5 years ago and we became friends, then roommates. About a year ago we were out with some friends at a bar and we made out because we were both drunk. Then on the way home our friend was driving and we were in the back seat and made out even more. My friend that was driving said that we were all over each other and we seemed super into it. After that it felt like we were a little flirty with each other here and there. After we made out, even though I had too much to drink and don’t remember it, I started to have feelings for her. And to this day I just like her so much but I don’t want to tell her because I don’t want to ruin our friendship or make our living situation weird.
 

We have not made out since then but one night I did tell her that I was attracted to her and that I’d want to hook up with her if she ever was down to hook up with a girl. She said she will definitely make out with me again and would most likely hook up with me but this conversation was almost a year ago and nothing has happened. I haven’t initiated anything because I’m afraid of rejection but I want to so bad.
 

She has messed around with women before, she has told me she’s bisexual, she has said she once had feelings for some girl in the past, and all these things give me hope but I don’t know what to do. I know she’s not shy when it comes to this kind of stuff so I don’t know if she even is interested in me at this point because nothing has happened and I’m too scared to ask 😞

 

Shes literally all I think about all day. I do so much for her too to show her how much I care about her and I don’t know if she just doesn’t have a clue or she’s just not interested but this sucks.

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