@JGoldman10,
You already told me this. I don't know why you said it again when you already made your point clear. You have a habit of repeating yourself.
I have to ask: is your animation project in any way done? Have you written scripts? Any storyboards done? I know you keep saying you want to get your own studio room, but have you done any rough drafts of anything?
It seems that you are stuck researching for sources, tools, and such for over 15 years, but there is nothing to show for it. No artwork. No drafts. Just story ideas.
Honestly, I could use the resources I gave you and write my own book by the end of the year, despite my own job and family commitments.