@J jacky trigga,
my insecurities are hurting me
my face is permanently burgundy
if you wanted to beat me to death you should have just murdered me
never asked for this, i hope you understand
when i'm writing the devil is the shadow that guides my hand
back in preschool we did a play you know the one with jerry and tom
i saw everyone else's but where the **** was my mom
my mind is to crazy for you to stop
my thoughts are to heavy for you to drop
if you notice people on the bottom, always make it to the top
you really don't know how it feels to be a hurt kid
the dust on my heart made it become turbid
the devils mind is pulling me do i stop resisting
but i know he'll pound my head intill i stop existing
you would think a home would be a safe haven
not when your mom is exactly like satan
red rose intill i paint it black
all the sodium when i fall into cardiac
arrest from a heart attack
limp forward with a broken back
knife to the arm felt like a deep slash
i walked away with a broken neck from a car crash
no angel just a dark apparition
i'm the darkness in the devil's vision
so into rap that my eye starts twitchin
i was in the devil's mind so i guess i was chosen
my body is on fire but my soul is frozen
i show people what it's like,.... but they say it's hard to see
they put a hole in my chest where my heart should be
i'm not tall and not the strongest
but i'm able to tough it out the longest
if i fail i'm back in my old life and i know this
no more playin around it's time for me to focus
i feel like the world is a tower
of a raining concrete shower
i say i'm the king.. yet i have no power
being the best, i guess, i could keep wishin
time for you all to just shut up and listen
cause with my lyrics you got no idea what your missin.
i'm controlling the brain
kill yourself, i'm killin your name
lighting you up with an arsenic flame
your bowing to me like you were my dame
disrespect me... i'm sending shots through your window pane
mixing your coffee with a dangerous bane
step in your house with matches and propane
this is what happens when you go insane
you wake up tomorrow like nothing happened.... like everything stayed the same
people saw you at the scene,,, and the cops try to explain
you lost control so there's no memory of this that you can regain
i only know that i brunt your ashes...every single grain
i remember this because the burns on my hand...they still remain
lyrics that paralyze your body will leave you with nothing intact
crazy enough to rob an old lady and break her ******* back
throwin fire watch the sparks - fly dude
reverse star wars welcome to the dark - side luke
you all can move ahead i'll stay behind the unanimity line
don't go to far you'll trip over the proximity mine