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Ireland
Intro
Let me tell you the story plain and simple no lyricism just let me tell you the story of a man who was a hero to his country
Verse 1
Let me tell you the story of a man that died for a cause
Started when England wrapped Ireland in their jaws
Treated them like **** kept eyes on em like hawks
Freedom was a must and people began to talk
They tried to fight and people were just dieing quick
For hundreds of years England ruled with an iron fist
It became a country full of crying kids
So Irishmen decided it was time to quit
A time peace occurred while under British rule
But there was still violence even with kids in school
Catholics and Protestants fighting tryna cripple fools
Kids runnin round town with a pistol pulled
Riots startin police start to fire blanks
England losin it tryna keep the lion tamed
Pride is very dangerous when combined with rage
So my grandfather decided to join the IRA
Chorusx2
Oh the radio said there was another shot dead
And he died with a gun in his hand
But they didn't say why billy Reid had to die
For he died to free Ireland
Verse 2
A rebel group formed and they talked of resistance
Cuz freedom is something these people wanted to witness
Took things by force talk with your fists kid
Visions of the tri color off in the distance
Times homie it wasn't the best of em
When British soldiers forced you to have sex with em
Every northern Irishman wanted the death of em
My dad was one of those kids throwing petrobombs
These people had pride they wanted to fight for their land
Loyalist movements started and had a plan to attack
By one of these people my cousin was stabbed in the back
While that bitch queen sat back and just laughed
Peace was over my grandpa went out with his gun
And for the first time in a while the Irish killed a British Hun
He returned home and had dinner with his sons
But this was one small step the deed wasn't done
Chorusx2
Oh the radio said there was another shot dead
And he died with a gun in his hand
But they didn't say why billy Reid had to die
For he died to free Ireland
Verse 3
The fight had begun and billy had another mission
So he grabbed that Thompson gun out of the kitchen
A gun delivery was what had him driven
Why we gotta fight were all Christians
On the way home they met soldiers in their dust tracks
They busted rounds but billy couldn't bust back
Lieing in the ground that old gun jammed
But billy didn't crack in the clutch man
Billy was brave but was hit with a round
Face in the ground he wasn't making a sound
But the British still kicked him while he was down
Grabbed him by the hair and dragged him around
The death was terrible man it was tragic
Cuz the British abused this dead man and were laughing
Can we unload the body is what they was askin
We said **** no and Belfast marched proud with the casket
Chorusx2
Oh the radio said there was another shot dead
And he died with a gun in his hand
But they didn't say why billy Reid had to die
For he died to free Ireland
Verse 4
But the thing is it was all a religious issue
Catholic and Protestant peace will never be so simple
Now the fighting got my grandma grippin tissues
What's it like to be dead and have someone pistol whip you
I get they are soldiers and have to respect their orders
But the drama caused my dad post traumatic stress disorder
We want freedom and that gives us the best supporters
Can we make one Ireland and just forget the borders
Cuz there's still violence I want something brighter
Cuz there's beef between adults and the ******* minors
we got people sacrificing like the hunger strikers
Cuz Ireland's just a land of freedom fighters
So now my grandpa lies in a grave deceased
But i can say have continued the fight at least
Thirty two counties gramps just like you dreamed
We'll win for you billy Reid rest in peace
Chorusx2
Oh the radio said there was another shot dead
And he died with a gun in his hand
But they didn't say why billy Reid had to die
For he died to free Ireland
if you think he was right come and join in the fight
And help to free Belfast
For the blood that he shed although he lies dead
In our heart his memory will last
Chorusx2
Oh the radio said there was another shot dead
And he died with a gun in his hand
But they didn't say why billy Reid had to die
For he died to free Ireland
Love Lost
Started in the 8th grade two kids lookin to make change break pace move on to great things wanted to give her that gold plate ring but now I despise her cuz I held back desires now fake men call her my girl guess you must have lied girl used to be a dorkish loser but I was important to her but homies said even if you adore her it futile people hittin the floor is brutal she knew she was mistreated and I told her I would leave the kid bleedin with his teeth in but it's like she loved the abuse and that's hard when she means something to you fell in love with the truth and felt like Adam clutching the fruit never went to exceptional measures for sexual pleasure just made her happy cuz I knew at the end she'd remember so I kept distance gave her best wishes hugged her but saw the scars attached so I confided to her about my mothers heart attack that moment we were closer than ever and from that moment on we helped each other hold it together
I didn't like the path she had taken I was maskin her faces there's presently no future cuz our past is the greatest so despite the past we had things change people drift but we grew close again cuz love and pain is a lethal mix little did I know of her evil wish to sneak a kiss with a seem less prick she was no longer that decent kid if she brought it up I would just plead the fifth because ignorance to the situation brought me peace and bliss held onto the girl I once knew told her I love you but not what you've come to so remember this **** cuz you're better than this I wasn't lookin to hit those incredible hips just wanted my mouth pressed to her lips she called me that night with a topic touchin my brain she said I was her true love that had me up in a daze I think I found out what love is that day but then I found out next day it was just a drunken mistake so upset I felt the passions gone smashin walls breakin windows with basketballs and started backin off but we had this stare down I thought I was lookin inside said I know you've done bad things but I see good in your eyes she took it to mind but we aren't on a speaking basis don't know if this is peace or hatred cuz my dreams are heinous felt this heavy load on my shoulders and was replaying conversations over and over heart got colder and colder I can't stand the potential and I hate the dude she's seeing cuz she has a future and she's a decent human being but if you're trying to break my heart it's useless scheming cuz my heart will never stop its just bruised and bleeding but I think that's it the bad bloods gone its about time I moved on from crushed thoughts I don't think there's heaven on earth I never touched god cuz I never hear love stayed but I always hear love lost
Pushed away from society never held in people’s arms
Keep fallin cuz of this invisible shoulder I’m leanin on
A demon spawn brought to affect ya conscious
But how are y’all gonna earn my respect with ya non sense
People gain your trust just to lose it
And rulers gain power to abuse it
These young relations are useless
Simply pavin the way for this blueprint
This is just the basic deal
Cuz were still riding this life with training wheels
These people come in with the intention of leaving
We’re attracted to death cuz the exit is screaming
Forever was never set in stone don’t use the time
Cuz immortality is just a figment of the human mind
**Verbal physiology these vermin on top of me but I’ll never lie in the possums reach
Never abide by the laws your providing me
Never fall into the jaws of society
People control our lives and I’m lost in the tyranny**
*BIG BREATH*
a deep breath for the good in the world but I’m suffocatin
Throwing away people we once held onto like it was something sacred
Seems like we’re all heavenly creations with a touch of satan
I'm passin on this brutal message but with good intentions
Us against the world it’s missiles were tryna spark blanks
Without you by my side I’m just this mino in the shark tank
If I had
Verse 1
I'm tired of these wack ass emcees hittin the stage
I'm tired of workin off books for less than minimum wage
I'm tired of being there for people from past relations
I'm tired of these convenience stores rippin up my applications
I'm tired of having 2 pairs of shirts and jeans
I'm tired of being told I'm a nobody with worthless dreams
I'm tired of gettin stabbed in the back
I'm tired of people who can't write for themselves askin for raps
I'm tired of saying I haven't made a dollar off of this
I'm tired of merking kids in battles and people saying I lost the ****
I'm tired of using paper plates
I'm tired of this beard growin cuz I can't afford a razor blade
I'm tired of people leavin then comin back sayin they missin me
I'm tired of seeing 2 presents under the Christmas tree
I'm tired of feelin like my parents parent now
I'm tired of poverty being the only line of mine people care about
Chorus
But if I had a million dollars
I'd buy a damn brewery and turn the planet into alcoholics
If I had a magic wand
I'd make the world suck my dick without a condom on while I'm on the jon
If I had a million bucks
it still wouldn't be enough cuz id still be out Robbin armored trucks
If I had one wish
I would ask for a big enough ass for the whole world to kiss
Verse 2
I'm tired of **** talkers not havin a sack
I'm tired of beating the **** out of kids who say they'll put a cap in my ass
I'm tired of only friends sayin I'm comin with the best ****
I'm tired of being the illest emcee killin these beats and not getting any credit
I'm tired of not having any label mates
I'm tired of trying to record but the programs takin days
I'm tired of these punks thinking they own the state
I'm tired of havin to hold this weight on my shoulder blades
I'm tired of this mental disease
I'm tired of having the urge to grab the metal and squeeze
I'm tired of all the medications
I'm tired of havin to eat food that's past the expiration
I'm tired of being scared of depression
I'm tired of paying money for these bullshit therapy sessions
I'm tired of never getting to produce this list of scripts
I'm tired of putting this knife to my arm and feelin like nobody gives a ****
I'm jumpin this games hurdles but these mcs are raisin the bar
Yet Still clearing with ease son I'm nearly grazin the stars
Friends stayin afar People have forgotten my face happens often these days
All this effort no gain like I'm joggin in place
Im Feelin lost and insane caught in a game seems like it never ends
People turnin they back on me I'm feelin like im left for dead
So I second guess better yet I'm disgusted at my image
I just feel like There's something that I'm missin
But im the best to date no second place
pieces ain't Fallin together like a Tetris game
Comin the greatest I'm straight rippin rhymes
Mcs gettin lapped cuz they can't even finish lines
Waitin for the game to tap out son I got em in a hold
Cuz I'm kickin it to beats from the bottom of my soul*****
Yet I'm catchin criticism don't know why these guys are hatin
If you ain't in my shoes then don't try to tie the laces
I'll die on my feet never live on my knees
spittin for free at least ya listen to me?
Rippin these beats but Sometimes were just meant to be wrong so I express it in song
But I'll never be lost if I get my message across
Questions
Chorusx4
There's a lot of questions that were ready to ask
But Theres some answers we aren't ready to grasp
Verse 1
What's the meaning of life?
why we wake up screaming at night?
Why do we discriminate the people we could learn from
Why do we fight for people that only seem to hurt us
Why we pay the lottery when people goin hungry?
Why peeps got diseases to cure but slowly suffering?
Why does it seem like the worlds run by green paper?
Why you got 5 houses man i don't have a clean razor?
Why we go to war and start chasin troops?
Why do we think this is all cuz of what the masons do?
Why people got millions and ain't paid no dues?
Why we believe that everything Obama states is true?
How do we know America didn't destroy two buildings?
Why do you get in more trouble for tax evasion than if u screw children?
Why are some women suckin dick for a couple bucks?
Why are people coming to America lookin for some luck
Why man i mean the truth is it fuckin sucks?
Chorusx4
Verse 2
Why did we sign a document saying were all created equal?
Why did it take till 1865 to see its wrong enslaving people?
Why when we talk about issues nobody has the perfect answer?
Whys the government holding us back from finding the cure to cancer?
Why are the rich only able to get replacement livers, kidneys?
Why we worried bout the 1% more than the inner cities?
Why we go in to countries to help and when we leave they screaming?
Why did we vote for a representative if they are just keepin secrets?
Why when people release endorphins your scared?
Why do we have so much debt yet get caught in foreign affairs?
Why does America have to go in and fight mad dirty?
Why do we have to spread war with the white mans burden?
Aren't you supposed to fix this why the people so stressed for?
Why are we more concerned with Iran than children's test scores?
Are you trying to turn America to a sea of red?
Does the government.... want me dead?
Chorusx4 (fade out)
I'm so afraid of what you'll say
Chorus x2 (singing)
I'm so afraid of what you'll say
I'm so afraid of what you'll say
I'm so afraid of what you'll say
So I'm hiding my feelings till the end of the day
Cuz I'm so afraid of what you'll say
Just so afraid of what you'll say
Yeah I'm so afraid of what you'll say
So I can't find the strength to speak anythang
Verse 1 (0:36-1:45
Tongue tied, slumped spine, crushed mind
Comin up to crunch time what happened to when we could look up in the sky
Cuz u say it's nothin it's fine but I can see the bluff in your eyes
Your exteriors rough and you cry but girl I accept that
Now because of a little set back you gonna put are friendship in a death mask
I'm not about the sex acts or I wouldn't be friends with you
I'm not a guy that pretends with you im someone whos in it to the end with you
I mean you can't tell me you don't remember the screams
Late nights venting about goals you felt you'd never achieve
I told you life is what you make and no matter what your a blessing to me
So the silence between us scares me more than you could ever believe
It's like I'm floating downstream while you got hooked on a ******* line
By someone looking to throw you back he's spitting a buncha lies
But you go for the bait you don't let the truth touch ya mind
I dont know what to do you'd know if you listen to the hook another time
But wait hold that thought cuz I'm bout to put a pistol to my mind
I guess that's what happens when you try to turn a nickel to a dime
Tears trickle down the Sickle and the knives you need to grab a guard
Cuz tears only form when someone takes half ya heart
What happened to when you would introduce me and say that kids my brother
Now we hear each others names and we just cringe and stutter
So now I hope when your fake friends leave and youre laying in the gutter
You call me but I can't promise that I'll forgive you ******
Chorus x2(1:46-2:15)
Verse 2(2:16-3:39)
Even though you say your alright I know you don't have peace of mind
Cuz I know what goes on deep inside cuz without me you wouldn't be alive
I saved you from suicide now you act like it never happened
And I guess six months is how long "forever" lasted
You held the fragile pieces like a baggage entrance
Then tightened the grip and threw the jagged edges
Walked away unscaved Without a fight to reference
Guess when you make a girl a queen you get treated like a peasant
But you've been a bitch lately gonna chuck up a deuce to you
Cuz u say I've changed nah I grew up something you should do
Cuz it's like every text message is a death sentence I can't say anything right
It's like your on 24/7 estrogen spikes but Ill thank you for I learned some lessons in life
I want you to know I love everything about you ,eyes smile from your hair to your laughter
And there's so many questions I want to ask I'm just scared of the answer
Chorus x2(3:40-4:05)
bridge(4:05-5:20)
Yo I fought for you and when you lost your cool I talked to you
So when I see you with him I get a taste of rage
Cuz when everyone turned their back on you we were still face to face
You've never felt a trace of pain ya whole life is perfect
You **** up and people love you I **** up an I'm worthless
Yo I'm fuckin hurting but you couldn't give a **** less
Kissin his neck while Your only six steps... Away from me.... **** you... For play-ing me... I'm done with.... The games - ya see
I guess all I did meant nothin to you
I honestly thought I meant something to you
I wish I could say that this whole time I was just fuckin with you
Oh and thanks for making me look like a b-b-bafoon
Chorus x2 (5:21-5:44)
Verse 3(5:45-7:25)
You told me to remember the ones who came in your life and never left
Then told me Your here till the end that meant more than anything you've ever said
Now fast forward 6 months we aren't even on a speakin basis
Cant freakin take this We're on the fine line of peace and hatred
ive grown to be new, imma changed man and I know that
but I still care for you more than anyone and you can quote that
You've fucked me over a lot but I never flipped and started a fight
Now I'm walkin in the dark simply lost in the night
Cautious of life cuz now I pray to god for you back I'm in a cathedral hopeless
And when that doesn't work I go to my people hopin to hit a lethal dosage
You were the greatest friend I've ever had and I fuckin lost the ****
Now your the happiest I've ever seen an I'm not even a part of it
As I sit here with tears rolling down my cheek
Staring at the sky looking for the clouds to speak
That text you sent me has just been messin wit my mind
Maybe this is a message from the sky and a blessing in disguise
Now I'm just a shell of the man that I once was
I used to be a goody two shoes never done drugs
And now all your bullshit just makes me wanna get fucked up
Cuz then I can forget the emotions and hope they never come up
But they always do I'll never forget the memories
I just hope one day you look back and regret what you said to me
I know one day when everyone left you'll remember me
But I can't promise you that I'll be able to forget the peace
Outro- no matter what I'll always love you and I'll always be your best friend I can't promise that I'll be the same when you come to your senses though I don't hate you I'm not ignoring you I'm learning to not give a **** and treat you how you treated me No decency
Chorus x1
Yo kids
Chorus x2:
Yo kids We need to believe in this ****
yo kids We all got a reason to live
yo kids This is life you leave it that's it
Yo kids life's a puzzle were all pieces of it
I say that The night is always darkest before the dawn
So i Suggest u Stay with life man cuz the rewards are strong
I met the love of my life girl gonna be a gorgeous mom
All these problems in life are just something hard work can solve
So I dawn love on my wrists for kids who think they a bucket of ****
We at the point where grade schoolers have had enough of all this
It's ridiculous that no ones there with a helpin hand
Kids leave notes explaining but we still don't learn a lesson damn
Think this **** is funny I bet the parents ain't find it mad cool
When the teacher called to say their son was dead in the bathroom
I could hate you I still won't wish for you to die
Nobody should ever be driven to the point of suicide
Chorus
Cuz of suicide Ive almost lost some of the closest in my life
Bestfriend tried to leave her wrist open with a knife
Kids sittin hopeless in the night no one to turn to
This happens way to much when will we learn dude
You think your actions don't have consequences
You don't know him he might not be a guy to mess with
It's all a nexus its Connected its intertwining
But kids think theres nothing left they don't see the silver lining
They wanna know who got the iller rhyming when it doesn't matter
There's bigger things in life you think words are gonna cure cancer
Kids don't take it serious they don't care if you survive
I know because I witnessed people on the edge of suicide
Here's the story of a rapper named speechless hurt his voice in Vietnam
He Looked for surgerys but he had no choice his dream was gone
But kept writin till neighbors called bout noise cux the beat was on
Late nights cryin bout it but he'd stay poised and he'd sleep it off
But There was a rapper with a voice yet his words weren't dope at all
sit at home with a pen and pad but he couldn't get the quotes to fall
Then he was wit his homie he gave him a number he was supposed to call then loud mouth said that hed rap the **** if speech wrote it all
Became the best of friends water? They was walkin on that
And Any muphuka who was smack talking got cracked
Toughest muphukas round but their minds? Nearly lost that
When someone called and offered them a contract
They was top dogs all across the country they was tourin
But along the way I guess they lost what was important
Lost in the fame they did drugs got caught up In that court ****
weren't humble no more they had egos you could orbit
They created an image nobody wanted to see
They were faggot ass bitches that were crossed with a G
Any polite man with an opinion they was like YO YOU TALKIN TO ME
They just weren't themselves they lost who they be
Loud mouth started talking bout guns how he'll lick a cap
Speechless came to him and said here's some **** rip it man
Loud mouth like you ************ I ain't gonna spit this crap
Started talkin **** like "yo u think I give a damn ill kick his ass"
still workin together but they both lost a best friend
The music started struggling they was earnin less bread
to the point where neither one wanted to take the next breath
but they kept going simply cus there was family's that had to get fed
But he Started throwing shots in his lyrics little messages
And Kicked speech out the group like hope you learn a lesson bitch
But then his career progressed to be less than ****
And after all the hard work and sweat nobody remembers him
HOW'S THAT FOR REAL ******* RAP YOU ****