@Answer my question,
Answer my question wrote:
... I did not tell a teacher because they might think I cant do things on my own and think less of me. I dont want to tell my parents because I dont want them to worry about me. I cry almost every night praying things will get better but they dont, It only gets worse. What do I do? Please give me advice.
These people cannot think any less of you. They are jerks and worse. Don't worry about how they think of you; assume it is bad.
It's time to tell a teacher. It's time to tell your parents. Keeping quiet about this has not done anything whatsoever to help you.
Teachers are trained to deal with this sort of stuff. Parents are kind of supposed to worry; it's in their job description.
It's going to be okay, but you need to take some action, all right? You got this.
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