I see your point and mostly agree.
On the other hand, we are both here posting.
We are different in that I was caught up, until my late teens, in very fervent religion, from which I wandered away, at first arguing theology bla bla, over years, and then suddenly, got the floor of belief to collapse.
That was when I was reading about the later Benedict and Kung arguing about a birth control matter.
Simply, my brain exploded, and I saw the silliness, and not just of that
argument by them.
Actually calling myself an atheist, sometime later, was kind of fun.