@ossobuco,
I'll be as sloppy as I want for as long as my psychological/depression situation is the way it is.
I don't, no I don't have to impress you or any other money loaded-attractive/unattractive individual.
None of you know what this life is like on me. YOU HAVE NOT A DA*N CLUE. Therefore you've no right to judge, criticize, ridicule, etc etc me.
I personally don't want to have anything to do with anyone with minds such as your own or like minded to you. You simply refuse, have refused the knowledge all of the knowledge and what more I've provided in the past. You're simply ignorant. Intentionally. You men can attack me as much as you would like. You just push me away. I'll still and will always have mature love for any but you're, any are very welcome to stay the * out of my life.
Just an insider: Don't make me feel I'm falling in love then deliberately make me feel I'm falling out. Because. There won't be anything there if you come back into my life.
I may come across as crazy, schitzo, psychotic, etc, but believe it or not, I know more than any of you will ever know I know. I guess I mention such because I get this feeling many, of you take me for a complete fool, dumb, else similar. Someone truly wants to understand me? Then they will listen to and believe me instead of ignoring me.