@tontoiam,
Suffered my entire life with deep depression, it only becoming worse with time. I believe there's people in my head. I feel they keep me from doing freely as I wish. Being depressed has caused me numerous phobias throughout my entire life it only getting worse. Right now it's to the point I find it extremely difficult to answer my door.
I believe there are people who want to kill me. Sad thing is. I've came to learn majority **** in my head has seriously been true. It usually is true. I've always refused to understand.
When had spoken of such in the past... Making one believe it was next to impossible. Then the **** happens. then. the person is usually like, "you were ******* serious".