@Frank Apisa,
What questions? All I saw is "Blah, blah, blah my life is so great and so wonderful, how can that be if I'm supposed to be punished?" Something like that? It was honestly sort of irritating to read, so I ignored it, just as you've ignored most of my posts even though I honestly wanted to help you. Rude and condescending. What, you don't like being ignored either? Suck it up. I'm not answering those two questions.
I did answer your real question though. There are questions you ask, and there are questions that are recurring themes in your writing.
This has nothing to do with punishment. You see, we've got the forum topics mixed up. This is "If Jesus died to forgive us, then why is there a Hell?" There isn't one, not as you fear anyway. The Afterlife is of your own making, if you don't wanna go there, you cease to exist. Fun times.
So you're 85, you tell me you've had a great life, that's lovely. I have a dad somewhere in his 70s or whatever, also got most of what he wants. Seems happy. Fine, whatever. The point is not fortune or misfortune. Good fortune has very little to do with what you believe in, or how good or bad a person you are. But unlike you, my dad isn't likely to end life being afraid. He has at least thought about theology. You seem to personify the expression "an unexamined life is not worth living." You are 85, and you will probably continue living until you're guzzling on life support. And you will tell yourself that you are not afraid of death and that I am crazy for even suggesting it until your end of days.
I expect many atheists think this exact way. They are fools, though. Death is all of the air getting sucked out of your body. All the light from your eyes. All the sound from your ears. And finally, your heart beating, and slowing down. And you suffer, and are in pain as things get colder and darker. And you said that death being just nothingness would be a relief but as you're dying, you suddenly don't want to die at all. And you've realized you didn't get to do this or that, but you're trapped. That time where you could have done something is over. And your life has just been a huge waste. All that happiness is swallowed up. The most pathetic thing of all this is that for most of their lives they believe they are the ones that are free, and theists are trapped. That somehow, someone was making them do this, or scaring them with hell. That it's some kind of control thing. But actually, you're the one stuck in a Gordian knot.
1. If your life was happy, all the things that made you happy are GONE when you die. There is no such thing as a life without regrets, and the worst regret is seeing a happy life end.
2. If your life was unhappy (that's me), no matter how much you want to die, you cannot accept a world where there is nothing to justify all your suffering. Now, you could argue that I didn't really strive for my happiness. But see #1. It's a scam. If I were to live 10 more years, 20 more years, 50 more years, I am well aware that I have to die. Neither happiness nor unhappiness makes nothingness any better.
The answer should be simple. A loving God could
never condemn us to hell, even for disobeying. There is a price of disobeying. It's called death. All of us die as a result of our sin and disobedience. We can only cut the knot of our fear of death if we find a reason not to believe it is the final word.
But the way it sticks is if you decide that you don't want or need an Afterlife. This is a worse Hell than one of fire and brimstone. That you think this is okay? You need help way worse than I do.
But then, we knew this.
https://ndsmcobserver.com/2021/08/why-do-atheists-debate/
You see, whether an atheist or agnostic, the result is the same. Without something objectively true or valuable, there is basically to reason to argue. I mean, if you don't believe in anything... uhhh, why are you in this forum? If we can't know, and you really have no stake in the matter, then we are in moot point land. There's rational reason for you to argue. Atheists and agnostics should be the most indifferent people in the world when it comes to religion. Actually, you're:
1. Typing into a search engine on religion forums. This forum btw, is not that easy to find.
2. Creating an account.
3. Arguing with theists.
That's alot of work for someone who is supposed to be confident that there isn't any knowledge either way. Who are you trying to kid here? You are actively anti-theistic. If you were not, you would have let go of the discussion long ago.