So, I'm a 17 year old male. All my life I've been falling in love with women, but never had a relationship. By because I haven tried, but the ones I'm interested in aren't remotely interested in me. Last year I had crushes on a few males the same age as me at school, the sort the porn industry would refer to as "twinks". However, about a year ago I became really attracted to one of my best friends. I hadn't felt a thing for him before, but I suddenly became attracted. He isn't of the same sort of physical appearance as the others, most people probably wouldn't even call him handsome, but I'm attracted to him, moreso than I was to the other people.
So, my pornographic habits may help your judgement a bit. Mostly, I enjoy straight porn. Obviously I also therefore like lesbian pornography. Also, I don't mind post-op transsexual pornography, and do have some feelings for Kimber James. Yes, I have watched gay porn, but I really don't like all that older men or muscly stuff, just 'twinks'.
A PHSE teacher once said that adolescent boys can go through phases like this where they just "snap out of it" at a later age and are completely straight. So, I know there's that age old question "is bisexuality real?", but is varying level of bisexuality real, like I, excuse me for the following vulgarity, would want to have sex with all the women I see who in find attractive. If I'm in, say, a town centre, in half an hour of standing there 100 women walk past, I'd want to have sex with all the ones I find attractive, probably 75%-ish? But if 100 males walked past, I'd be attracted to probably one at most, the 'twink' sort.
My dreams of the future? Well, I'd like to get married and have kids. Though if I think about it, I wouldn't really mind marrying said friend and adopting/test-tube babies etc., but I wouldn't want to marry/have a family with any of the other males I know that I had crushes on. I would however like to have sex with said friend, and the few other people I mentioned earlier.
So basically, is minor bisexuality a thing? I could probably count the number of males I want to have sex with on one hand, but the number of females I'd like to have sex with is near innumerable.
Thanks for taking the time to read this, and thanks for the help