@existential potential,
wat u feel its a common among many people bt sm express as u and sm dont..
Just try to make gud frnds try to mesh up wit ur frnds who cares fr u..for any nw relation we all need trust n tym...for each other...
As mch i can say jst try identify ur enviromnt wat u feel n wat u want ?
Try smthng nw tat u nvr trid okk listn music tat makes u energetic n try to express ur felings on a diary..