@peter jeffrey cobb,
As i said before, im not good in English but somehow i can understand what u meant pete... My dad died in 2001, my sisters live far away form meh... Friends? Maybe i dont like to knew ppl coz i dont want to be HURT... but in your case? WoW.... i wonder if i can live like that? sickness that made ppl scared of u... that must be so HARD on u... but i wonder y ppl always see BAD things with sick ppl... Dont they wanna help? or maybe just made them feel good, not to mock them

... being NICE is a lovely personality in my eyes

... If i only can help u pete... i do ANYTHING for u...