@Frank Apisa,
I have no idea what your question was, Frank. Please restate if that's important for you.
Now you are retreating onto that philosophers bench, where you can pretend that you know nothing. I'd rather keep my eyes open. I know what happens to a dude who's brain damaged: he can't be the same as he was before, x% of his "soul" disappeared with the damage. And the more the brain damage, the more of the "soul" is gone. If one could think and talk and love and hate without a brain, nature would have dispensed us of it.
Or is this what happened to you? Severe brain damage with total loss of a sense of reality?
I will die. I know it. Feel free to ignore your own fatality, Frank, if you're that afraid to die.