RH, you rock (now get over there and make your picks)
flummoxed wrote:She wouldn't want me to leave her. She's not financially secure and independent. But let's not be uncharitable. There's far more to it than that. She can manage. But she doesn't want such a horrible story, such a horrible ending, such an incident in her life story. She has other motivations than pure 'look after myself' economic motivations.
She's also a normal human being and she's facing a strange country and struggling to find skills and opportunity and she needs help. A little fear and uncertainty is quite acceptable in these circumstances, I think.
O.K. enough, though I'd like to talk with JPB more.
Ok, so she's in a strange country and struggling to find skills and opportunity and she needs help. All normal for her situation. She's also the mother of two small children and she wants you to care for their needs while she becomes grounded in a new setting (or coming and going through yours). I get it.
I understand where you're coming from -- not wanting to stay in a place that you rent so that you can provide her some stability when there's no relationship between the two of you. And I didn't take it that neither of you want the children, but that both of you were willing to let the other be the custodial parent. The difference is that you want to be the custodial parent in your own home (or not at all) and she wants you to be the custodial parent in the place you rent. Do I have that straight?
Now she's saying that she'll stay in your current place, but there's still no relationship between you. If you're both unhappy and living together as housemates rather than partners and neither of you is looking to rediscover what it was about the other that attracted you in the first place then I don't see much hope for a positive resolution.
I think it will ultimately come down to what you said upfront. One of you will become the custodial parent and you will move back to your own home (with or without the children). Do you have any interest in re-establishing a positive relationship with your wife?