Thanks, k. Lovely to know that my angst is shared .... as far away as Boston, USA, even! Now that is
very nice!
So, the Flatty update:
I rang the vet & was told that Flats was not able to drink water & was being fed liquids via a drip.
Could I come & see him, I asked?: Certainly. And so I did.
I had a long patting/talking time with Flatty while the vet was busy. Funny, he looks
exactly like he always does - healthy, in good form, except for the drip attached to his body. And the fact that he can't move his back legs properly. (Though I did detect an increase in movement compared to this morning.) He was pleased to see & hear me & seemed to relax, visibly. (He
hates the vet's. Been there too many times & he gets very anxious, poor thing. That's why I dropped in, though the vet said it wasn't necessary. I didn't want him to feel abandoned)
In my lengthy chat with the vet I managed to clear up a major misconception: No, I'm
not happy to simply keep him alive,
no matter what. If he is unable to move around, enjoy his environment, then I will have him put down. God knows, he's been through
enough in his difficult life! Living a semi-vegetable existence is NOT going to be inflicted on him on top of the rest! The vet suspects that whatever the cause of his current affliction (it's still not clear), that he will not have the same degree of mobility that he enjoyed before. OK. So now it's a matter of waiting to find out how much damage has actually been done & assess the situation after that. I'll go back to work tomorrow & visit the vet straight after work. Then we'll see.
I feel a bit better after that. The vet & I are on the same wave-length. He listens, computes what I say, factors my words into the equation & proceeds. He is an amazingly intelligent & responsive vet. At age 75!
So now it's a matter of more waiting. Then being able to make the right decision. I can do that. I've had to do it before ... many times. But wouldn't it be great, if ......?