I don't feel like discussing this with my father. Sometime... I just want to let him know that I know - and leave it at that.
Somehow, after one week of fretting and being snappy, I'm less worked about this entire thing. Little disiilusioned, yes...and though it doesn't change my wonderful memories of my childhood with my father, it will probably change my current relationship with him.
Thanks! after having vented here and heard your voices of reason..i'm much more cirumspect about the entire issue...
((hugs to all))