Diary Poems

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I reside somewhere within your heart
Because I have nowhere else to go
But once I do
I’ll leave you
Broken and torn apart
Within someone else’s soul
And I’ll do to you
What’s been done to me
So dear love,
Get used to the pain
And the agony my silence brings
Cause soon you’ll be living a crazy life
Loving those you once hated
And hating me, your ‘true’ love
I hope you can the truth in my eyes
Though I’m cold, I do not lie
You scattered ashes
Will reincarnate for someone else
But I cannot break you
Until I’m strong
So till then,
So long!

You sound like a psycho bitch, but I like that :
twisted:
The other stuff is also ince but I'll comment on them in detail sometime later.
So long then!

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You sound like a psycho bitch

and you know that i AM one so Stay away!!!

Or Else... I'll Accelerate your particles all the way to Hell! Laughing

(your first exam is Physics, right?)

So Long!
Beware....
Twisted Evil

for i see you in my minds eye Twisted Evil

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More Water Less Ink

My pen is more water less ink
The lines fade away

It's like writing on a wall
With acid and an invisible spray

No matter how much you wait or redo
The words would never stay

Instead they leave behind colors
Splashes in a senseless disarray

And of the barbaric image that lives
People wonder, in complete dismay

The meaning hidden within
Never read,
Forgotten
For my pen is,
More water less ink

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I will Carry On...

I will carry on...

Even in the most murderous of days
When death is tearing me down
And hopes delude like clouds of smoke
When I struggle for that last breath.

Even in the most unforgiving of times
When I have to live on nicotine
And trust a bottle I may not see
When I cut away the wounded part of my body

Even in the scariest of nights
When there's nothing to eat but my skin
And nothing to drink but my blood
When I have been shot, about to fall dead

I will not look down
Not even to pick my guns

I will not surrender
Not even to the gods that rule the world

I will not give up
Not even for my own dreams

But I'll carry on
Till there's no breath
Not a drop of blood left

I will carry on
With one eye
And the limping leg

I will carry on
Till death comes
To celebrate my success

I will carry on

(Hope I make it!!!)

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Ok!!! enough of eating the skin....time to do business...

The Hell Outta Here

You drunkin' bastard
Get off of my property
This is no place
For you to invade and keep
Your insanity has caused us enough grief
Not any more
Throw you bottles
In your own backyard
Your sensuous greed
Must not touch my pure lands
Your power hungry beasts
Shall not destroy the little peace we have
At this place I call home
Which The Fathers struggled for centuries
And built for me
I'm not dyin' here
No before I kill you
So get the hell outta here
Ya bloody ol' fool!!!
THE HELL - OUTTA - HERE!!!

(Sheeesh!!! what a dirty breed! Laughing

)

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i really like this poem, Naima

lostnsearching wrote:

More Water Less Ink

My pen is more water less ink
The lines fade away

It's like writing on a wall
With acid and an invisible spray

No matter how much you wait or redo
The words would never stay

Instead they leave behind colors
Splashes in a senseless disarray

And of the barbaric image that lives
People wonder, in complete dismay

The meaning hidden within
Never read,
Forgotten
For my pen is,
More water less ink

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Thank you Endy Smile

This next one is for all writers out there...
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As I Read a Strangers words
I thought I would be okay now
I thought I had glued myself together
But as I read that strangers words
Those unhealed wounds slashed open

{Oh how I longed that protection
And for you to be with me
Put your hand on my shoulder
And make me feel like it'd all be okay

The time we spent together
Is nothing more than a memory
Which comes to kill me everyday
But what I hate the most
Are the hopes you build
They just don't seem to go away}

As I read a strangers words
I wondered what he'd been through
I hadn't yet finished the prose
But grim tears were rolling down on burning cheeks
And for the first time
That excruciating terror of my nights
Came haunting me during day
I couldn't breathe
And I couldn't die
I hung around somewhere in-between
As I read a strangers words

This stranger
I wish he'd never write
Every time he'd open wounds
And bring back memories of millennia ago

As I read a strangers words
I realized how he could always depict-
-depict the epic of my bitterness

The cliff I struggled so hard to climb
He'd throw me back
Saying I hadn't done it right

No painkillers could stop that blood
No mirth could takeover my pain
Still,
As I read this strangers words
Which had shattered me
I waited for more

Oh the hell that broke loose
As I read strangers words

(and that feels so good....
so i just wish they don't ever stop...
even though sometime :

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I wish he'd never write
Every time he'd open wounds
And bring back memories of millennia ago

May happen :wink: )

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I Love you (for someone I really really really love!)

You made so many silent promises
Like it happens in love
You promised to protect me
And save me from my fears
You promised it all

But what did you do
You sweetly put the sword on me
And tenderly pushed it in
All those promises broke into countless pieces
As you enjoyed the pleasure
Of drinking my blood
How did you protect me?
It all happened right under your nose
And you ignored it all
You let your frustration out
And I'd always accept it
But I could never even cry
You threw me into a burning hell
Where I could see nothing but my fears
You killed the child inside me

But I wonder why???
I still love you
And I always will
But I don't understand
Who the f**in' hell are you?

(It is, by far, the most painful for me to read! Yet the most calming to write!!! :wink: )

p.s I will be back after quite a few weeks, now that there are only 4 days left, i've decided to actually study something for my exams...or maybe not! Twisted Evil

(and thanks for the luck Endy Smile

)

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Goodbye Father

I'm sorry that I waited to say this
I'm sorry that I loved you
I'm sorry that I wanted you
I'm sorry at my own state

I know that I must never trust again

I talked to you like we could be friends
I thought our love was natural
I saw an end with us together

All I can remember is the pain
You've put us through
All I've learned is the hate
You've filled me with

You've taught me not to hope
You've taught me never to dream

I wish I never knew you
I wish I didn't even know your name

I've shed too many tears for you
I must not tolerate any longer

Not anymore,

Goodbye Father
Goodbye___
I will never think of you again
Never call out

Goodbye Father
Goodbye
It shall all end here
In this final Goodbye!!!

(sometimes, we all need to let go....sometimes, we should all let it out....sometimes, we MUST!!!!)

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Naima, you wrote:

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(sometimes, we all need to let go....sometimes, we should all let it out....sometimes, we MUST!!!!)

I once read somewhere that unless we don't let go of the old inhibitions, we cannot become something new.

It's just like death and reincarnation -- in a way, in a sense. Smile

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I'm an Enthusiast in Training now, yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Laughing

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LEENA wrote:

Naima, you wrote:
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(sometimes, we all need to let go....sometimes, we should all let it out....sometimes, we MUST!!!!)

I once read somewhere that unless we don't let go of the old inhibitions, we cannot become something new.

It's just like death and reincarnation -- in a way, in a sense.

I kinda don't understand this...clarifications please!

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I'm an Enthusiast in Training now, yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

ummm...Congratz...that was very important for me to know!

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Hey, Naima - good luck today, with your exams!!!

http://www.timeshouseware.com/chineseZodiac/rat1.jpg

This Chinese Red Stone Rat should bring you extra luck.... (not that you'll need it).

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Hi Endy, Thanks a lot
i just got back about an hour ago...Today was Business Studies...dude, I NAILED IT!!!
it was very easy actually. but there was this thing question i really didn't understand(something about a food poisoning and what the management should do about it.) so i just made some stuff up and at the end i wrote a note for the examiner saying how the question was unclear___not exactly the best move as it was 'business' studies, but i wonder how the dudes at Cambridge will respond to that!
Anyways, I had quite a nice time...hillarious...
The paper was for 1:45 hrs and after 45 mins the guy sitting behind me calls the invigilator and goes:
" If i get over with this quickly can i leave early?"

Boy, did i crack up right there or what?!!!
Laughing

i mean i'm here rushing through the thing and have barely done 2 (of a total of 5) questions and you're like 'can i leave' Laughing

well, most of the boys were acting stupid---or maybe they're just like that...there was one who was literally asleep on the paper and another one just staring out at space...difficult to concentrate in such an environment Cool

BTW Thanks for that wierd looking thing---which i find kinda cute :wink:
next its maths on 24...that's when i NEED luck! Embarrassed

Rock on!
Naima

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lostnsearching wrote:

Today was Business Studies...dude, I NAILED IT!!!

Great news, Naima

lostnsearching wrote:

BTW Thanks for that wierd looking thing---

(Hope it brings you good luck in maths)

speak to you later
Peace
Endy

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Sure Dude...peace...

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Untitled

Like a cold cup of coffee
I have become tasteless
Despite the pleasures in which it was created

Symbolized by the dust on an ancient book
I have been placed on a beautiful shelf
Now filthy and grim

Forgotten

Centuries have passed
in a cosmological waiting

Rotting each day
becoming more 'delicate'
and
Priceless

(Even i don't know what it means...)

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Here's a story...

Untitled so far!
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There have been only a few men in my life
and hardly any of importance
These three or four significant ones
.are merely an illusion

One left me long ago
I can't forget him
One harasses me
I can't get away from him
One lifts me
but is a total stranger
And one_ he's only important
because he is for someone else

When I look at their lives
logic escapes
for_
One is a selfish opportunitist
One is an ignorant male chauvinist
One is another lost forgotten soul
And one_ his life's filled with nothing but mistakes

What have the gained?
Hate
Pity
Stranger's love
And despair covered in happiness

But combinedthey've taught me to live

One has made me a woman, and took away my childhood
One has forced me to follow my purpose
One has taught me to believe in myself
And one_ he's taught me to let go of it all

And no matter how hard I try to hate them

I always end up loving them..

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I'm still reading your poems - (and so are many others judging by the number of views). Very Happy

take care
Peace
E

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Thank you Endy...Alway appreciate your posts/reading/presence
and everybody else's

There's currently a hold up in my postings around here for various reasons...i'll get regular as soon June (hopefully)

Regards
Naima

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