@farmerman,
It is very refreshing to talk to someone with some intellect who may or may not agree with me but doesn't bash everything I say… The question I have to ask myself, is this what God wants me doing right now?… Believing In and looking for divine intervention or orchestration can be a trick little trap and I have to be careful…
I am trying not to toot my own horn here, if you know what I mean… I am an amateur scientist… I have always had a hard time believing in that blind faith thing!... I thought, if I am going to go out of my way, to fall for everything a religion says to me, and incorporate all these silly little habits and rituals, I want some prove! … Not! And let me say this twice, it's NOT a good attitude to take up with your father… God will throw so much at you to study you'll wish you weren't born sometimes…
Around about 1980 my mother started getting sick… As I think I've stated she was a saint… I won't go into all the details but it took her 8 long years of suffering be for she died… It is and was the most horrifying thing I have ever experienced to date… I went into 6 years of deep depression {Which is not me at all} and didn't know what was even causing it… After begging God for help and crawling my way back to communicate with him again I had to ask the question why?
I knew there had to be a better way! So I take a hard look at our medical industry and big pharma that has been born out of western science and driven by money and killed my mother and I go nope! That’s out the window…
But silly little me couldn't just let it lay; and once again I throw it up in God's face and say "Hey what's up with this find the truth and the truth will set you free stuff?... You know! The ask and it shall be given to you process… Piece of cake right! .. Now all I have to do is incorporate the seek and ye shall find process…
Now God and I made a pack when I made my first run in 71? and we both know I am dyslexic so make it obvious… It's 1997 now and my own health is starting to fail me… By now I I'm deep into Paramahansa Yogananda and I was doing some light reading, so I was reading one book or another by Deepak Chopra this word, "Ayurveda" keeps coming up and I thought I need another field of study like I need a hole in my head…
This Yoga magazine shows up in the mail that neither my wife and I ordered and we think they are just trying to get our business… A month later the same magazine shows up with a bill… My wife says, well we have enjoyed it so what the heck…I don't know how long it took me to noticed this but there was this add in the back for the California College of Ayurveda {Which turns out to be one of the best schools in the world…} It is 30 miles from my home and I just happen to have some money, so I go for it… This is a kind of part time 2 year college… You go to classes 4 days a month and they buried us in a mountain of homework… and then I also work 50 hours a week at my job… This to date is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do… Dyslexic do not do will with nonobjective referral words… It's all about the big picture and if there is no object to refer to it leaves a big hole in the picture… When I start there 22 students in my call and in the two years there was only 4 left... It's was one tough school back then... I'm hoping the founder has lightened up a little...
Ayurveda is a massive subjective refer system that encompasses the science behind the body, mind and soul… and for the first six months I thought I would never get it… Then it hit me like a ton of bricks and I got mad {Which is extremely rare for me} I couldn't understand why this wasn't being taught in our schools like personal hygiene…
A year a half later I get out of school and I had created this enormous habit for studying and I was kind of addicted… So I study Jyotish {The science of light} Ayurveda, which is considered the sister of Yoga alone with Jyotish are massive systems come out of the Himalayan mountains in the language Sanskrit the only unambiguous language in the world and only 3 to 5% of it has been translated into English…
From <http://vedicsciences.net/articles/sanskrit-nasa.html>
I am the guy like the monk standing over the puddle and this scorpion crawls into the water and the monk picks it up and puts it on dry land and gets stung… After this happens two or three time this man watch this says" Good lord man don't you know that thing is biting you?" And the monk says "It's in his nature…" The man says…"Well why don't you stop doing that?" …The monk says "Well, it's in my nature to save it's life…" Be Careful what you ask for you might get... Namaste!