dlowan wrote:msolga wrote:Strange. I turned up at work this morning & every other person in my department looked as tired & frazzled as I'd felt yesterday.
We are not a terribly close lot (collectively) but I told them why I'd been away & how I'd felt yesterday. Perhaps not surprisingly, everyone said they felt exactly the same! I'm not being dramatic here, but this is by far the toughest working environment I've experienced in some time. It is tough there. Perhaps it's not such a bad thing that my contract expires soon, despite my worries about finding other work?
Indeed!
What do you think makes it especially difficult where you are, Msolga?
Ah, Deb, it is the land of the lost & dispossessed!
What education writers describe as one of the "residual" schools.
I have taught in many "tough" schools, but there has always (in the past) been a glimmer of hope that hanging in there will lead to something better in the long run. And usually that
was the case. The wrinkles were worth it! :wink: Progress!
Sadly, it doesn't seem to work that way there. These are the saddest, most cynical & "un-inspirable" & unreachable students I have ever come across in years of teaching.
You keep plugging away, thinking you are building relationships ... then poof! .... you're back to square one! Again & again & again.
Teachers & any "authorities" are not to be trusted, apparently.
It is quite soul destroying & pretty awful for your self esteem, I can tell you.
And bloody draining.