LuckyLad wrote: Pain is pain, but it goes away. Emotional pain cuts pretty damn deep, that I have a hard time with but I don't think a man should show it. The man should be strong and hard, yet kind all at the same time. Yes I show emotion, when my kids get their feeling hurt, I have to swallow hard to fight back the tears and show sympathy. When a kid skinns his/her knees, I tell them to suck it up because that pain will be gone in a short while. I don't like cry babies.
If you have to tell someone to do something for you, it just isn't the same. No thoughtfullness in that.
Sorry about the Texas mix-up!
How could I make such a mistake?
Anyways, LuckyLad, I see a lot of myself in your post.
Yes, I'm a woman, but I still relate.
The problem with us 'strong' types is that sometimes we can start getting the feeling we are taken for granted without anyone knowing. It stews and stews, slowly, over little things - (like my bf not calling on time, and me not saying anything, figuring 'well, he should just
know or else what's the point of bringing it up? .
It seems you recognize, in your head, that your wife loves you and wants to be with you only.
She chose you and she is there bc she wants to be.
But, maybe you are starting to feel a bit taken for granted?
Afraid that all these little things could be a sign that she isn't that hot for you, or may one day leave you.
Sometimes pride is shitty thing. We want to be strong, we want to respect others choices without having to conjole them or push what we want on them.
So we don't say anything when something is hurting us, or when we
need something - especially something emotional!
Am I on the right track?
Being able to go to your wife and say "honey, I know you love me, but I need you to -- for me. I need you to show me you love me and try a bit harder. I'm scared." (or whatever it is you need to say to her).
won't be easy for you, but could do a world of difference to help keep your marriage strong.
My guess is that you have a good woman who just doesn't realize how much her man is hurting. Give her a chance.
It's all too easy to get comfortable with a guy who sucks it up, provides for his family, strives to do the best things without making a fuss about it or complaining.
You might need to remind her of all that she has.
Y'know that old saying "the squeaky wheel gets the grease"? Yeah, well, I hate that saying, but sometimes it is true.
.....Chai, thanks for the offer. If I ever do go to Texas, I would absolutely love to meet you.