snood wrote:My thread asking whether anyone lives without spirituality got locked. It sure seems some folks have a lot to prove.
I'm trying to come up with a way to talk about how people came to believe in whatever spiritual beliefs they ascribe to. I know a lot of people don't believe in anything supernatural, but I'm asking them to please not use this thread to make that point - again, or just show up to ridicule what they read here.
Did anything happen to you in particular that caused you to believe in a higher spiritual authority, or in the existence of a spiritual world?
Twice in my life I've been alone in a room and felt the distinct entrance, lingering and exit of a presence of overwhelming warmth, loving, and comfort. The presence was undeniable to me, and caused in me immediately a feeling of complete repose and assuredness that everything - everything would be alright.
I had another experience that was less dramatic, but that changed my life forever after. I'll share that one if I can get some good feedback in the meantime...
Life. That's how. It wasn't someone telling me I HAD to "turn or burn". It's not fear based as many say it usually is. I've been on both ends of the spectrum here. From the religiously staunch and rigid to dancing in the isles, waving flags and banners, and watching people fall down and roar like a lion.
Oh yeah, everything in between as well. None of those things convinced me of the "reality of a God". People's actions, words, or even "spirituality" means nothing when it's all said and done. Not to me anyway.
It was a process of time really. Living with the choices I had made in my life. Finding out that good decisions are usually rewarded by good results and bad decisions are generally rewarded with bad results. It was watching people go through all this rigamaroar to try and "please their God" and realizing that kind of stuff was not for me because of the lack of consistency within their personalities. Being one way with "christains" and another with "unbelievers". It was learning that worship (of anything really) is a lifestyle to be lived, not just a few songs you sing inside a building once or twice a week.
I've experienced things that I count as "supernatural" I guess, but really it's not those things that have impacted me quite as much as the subtle, day to day changes that have come about in my life through what I believe. Changes in ideals. Principles. Perspective. Learning to look at life and people through a different kind of "glasses" I guess. Not as "potential souls" to be "won for Christ" and added as a notch on my never-ending belt of accomplishments. But as living, breathing, feeling, thinking, beings that are more than able to make up their minds about what they believe and why. That are more than capable of making good decisions with or without my "God". That are more than capable of doing good things regardless of what or how they believe.
People that really, despite the differences in beliefs, aren't all too different from me. Just like me they are trying to find their way through this world. Through this life. How they arrive to their final destination will be by the path they choose to take, and that's quite alright because it is after all, their life and not mine. I don't hold the power to "save" anyone, or even "rescue them" from "eternal damnation". However, if I believe in God, and I believe the things in the bible, then I believe that if "God" is real and He is more than capable of bringing people around to realize "His Truth". "His Reality." My job is nothing more than to be the best I can be within the context of what I believe. That really is all I can be, and I'm just fine with that.