Re: Obligated to have sex?
I read the first two pages, gonna respond on the basis of that.. (since I'm having an outburst of openness on sexual/relationship matters tonight, apparently)..
FreeDuck wrote:They usually work themselves out but there's no way we are ever going to have the kind of sex we did when we first started our relationship.
Huh.. I have little experience in really long-term relationships... I had one girlfriend for six years, and sex became a big ol' problem in the later years of that one ... unpleasant situation. But I did also have two relationships of about three years each, and sex in those only became better over time ... thats what I was kinda thinking, that sex probably gets
better over time (I mean, the first coupla times, in any case, arent necessarily the best, in my experience) ...
But yeah, I guess after 10 years its a wholly different story again perhaps, no experience on that.
What I have got to add still though, is that in that one six-year relationship, the sex thing did become a big problem ... and with that one in memory, I gotta say - "Is it the most important thing in a marriage?"; no, obviously - "Is it a deal-breaker?"; well, uhh...
She, my then-girlfriend, had a lower sex drive than me; or rather, to be more accurate, a lower sex drive with me than I had with her (she may well later have found a man she wanted to hump 24/7). Neither of us dealt with it very well I'm afraid ... so we just made things worse over time ... cheating came into the picture too (first me, then her), which created more distrust/insecurity and so more sex problems still ... well, a big mess, anyway, in short.
But what I wanted to say was that, yes ... I mean, if the one person would like to have it once a week minimum and the other prefers once a three, four weeks ... its a source of continuous tension/disappointment, if not for the one then for the other.
I know that it made me frustrated - but more to the point, it made me feel unattractive, ugly even .. and insufficient (to her), insecure ... all of which of course must in turn have indeed made me less attractive in actuality ... while she, poor girl, felt guilty of course, burdened by expectation / tension ... which made it even harder for her to relax, and thus to feel sexy (or enjoy sex) ...
And instead of thinking, what can we do about it, she preferred to pretend it didnt exist, implying that it was just all my problem, I was just being difficult (which made me feel more stupid/rejected again - I mean, if she didnt even want to look into things that could potentially make sex better, thats like the ultimate rejection ... (and it obviously wasnt that she was just a once-a-month sex type person in general, just ask her next boyfriend.))
It wasnt all bad, the first years were great, but yeah it became a big old mess. We could have handled it differently for sure, better - and it was the respective cheating episodes that really f*cked things up beyond repair. But the imbalance had already been a problem before that (and the cheating in turn wasnt exactly wholly unrelated to it..). So basically, if you're asking, is this imbalance in sex-desire really an issue, is it really worth wasting "time and money" on in the first place, whats the big deal?, then I'd say yeah, definitely, big deal. Well, I'd say, I'm gonna make sure to end up with someone who is tuned like me, it'll definitely be a crucial factor. Cause like Bear says, "constant rejection of sexual advances" can just tear you apart, really.
You cant
believe how liberating it was to later be with someone who was as much or even more into sex than I was ... not just the one affair, but a real girlfriend then too ... who dug me, loved my body, my touch ... who initiated, and showed and taught
me lots of stuff, instead of me having to cautiously introduce the odd new thing, all the time afraid she might not want that, either... man, it felt - that part felt, so amazingly invigorating, and relaxing... just, that it could be like that too - that
easy! That I didnt have to be ashamed, none of that hoping for it, not getting it forthcoming, feeling stupid/rejected/insecure about wanting someone who doesnt want you (and it being your own girlfriend!) - none of that stuff going on - just the delight of someone who is as much into you, and into sex, as you are into her, and into sex - makes life a whole lot f*cking easier on a daily level, yeah
So yeah I'd say it was, if not a deal-breaker, at least a crucial thing .. <nods>