Are you meeting her needs?
Hi markinslough
It sounds to me like the two of you aren't aware of how to meet each other's needs. My husband and I were going through the exact same thing. I always hinted around that I wanted to be given cards or surprised with flowers, (which is what he used to do by the way) but he never did no matter how much I mentioned it.
Then I read a book called, the 5 love lanugages by Gary Chapman. This book helped out a lot. In the book, the author states that there are 5 different "love languages". Touch, time, words, gifts and service. I wanted touch and little gifts, but what my husband wanted was time and service. We weren't "speaking the same language". We were treating each other the way that WE wanted to be treated.
So when I followed the advice in the book, I realized what was important to him and started focusing on that. When I did that, he actually started doing the same for me!
So maybe you're just not meeting your wife's needs in the right way. You sound like a fabulous husband and father, but there's obviously something still missing from your marriage.
My husband and I recently went through a program called
The Marriage Lifeline.
(And no, thats not an advertisement, I'm just sharing what worked for me and my husband.) :wink:
I know you said your wife was against any kind of counseling, but apparently it can still help people who want to keep their marriage together without their spouses participation.
Now we actually enjoy being together. I just wanted to share that with you to let you know that there are options out there for you.
I hope this post helps you out. My advice is to not give up on your marriage just yet...especially since there are kids involved.
Just my .02.