@gagucci,
I sometime wonder if the repulsion fell toward gay sex with special note of male gay sex is build into us more then it being cultural conditioning to help reduce the misdirection of the sex drive.
Many decades ago I remember seeing a porn clip that have a large circle of gay men who was join together by their................
This scene hit without warning as I was under the impression that the reel contain straight sex and I can still remember my gut feelings on seeing this circle.
The distaste I felt was looking back on it was over the top as far as being rational but it still was very real.
Was that socal conditioning or was iit build into my genes?