I must be getting old. I feel for your parents as I read your posts.
Helplessteen,
Is there any adult at all that you feel comfortable talking to? A sister or brother, an aunt, a cousin? 14 is a rough time - I remember. You are just at the beginning of the journey of learning what relationships are made of. You are still growing and learning about who you are.
I'll pass on to you a nugget of truth concerning boys:
If you feel you need to hide or lie in order to be with him; he isn't worth it.
Actually, that could apply to friends and any relationship. Why would you hide something unless you felt there was something to be ashamed of? And why would you want to be in a situation that fills you with doubt and shame?
Anyways, that's my
Oh, and, Never Worry if a Boy likes you!! Never!! It's a waste of time!!
Instead, worry about what you think and feel. It's the only place you have choice and control.
p.s. Give your folks a break.
You may believe you can hide from them, but they know.