@Frank Apisa,
My answer was not very complicated...here it is again...
I think that every person who has genuine faith in God, that actually knows God, questions everything that they see, feel, experience, believe etc...and that helps them formulate what they believe and why they do...I do not think that anyone who has blind faith is believing anything that they actually claim to believe...but what they have been told, taught...Or what they have heard, or think others believe...Or what they want to believe, but do not fully understand the reasons why...I think that every person who truly knows God, struggles within their own faith in God...himself...Yes...
Since, I am respecting you (now, at least, since I do not know how I ever was not) Ask me your one question if you wish, if there is something within this post that you do not understand...Or would like a better personal understanding of...and I will break it down, just like I always have done...
Or...we go back to multiples...and I will take the time to answer it specific for you...but that involves many different questions, and answers...because I do not think that one can answer it...but then I get to do it in asking you questions about yourself in return...the choice is yours...(I am respecting your choice)
(Tell me if you are suggesting very exact answers and no real discussion to the answers of the one question at a time, and I will oblige, as long as you do so in return) If you think I am not respecting you, since I do not know why...I would like to make sure you are held by the same standard so I understand...Or are showing me the same respect in return...