you guys make alot of sense
just thinking about this still makes everything hurt
Quote:You are probably angry that he didn't leave you with an answers. Angry that he was so selfish. Angry that you didn't get to say good bye. And sad that your friend is gone.
thats it exactly, and it seems such a waste, he was only 28
Quote:You may have been the very last ray of sunshine your friend felt and he surely went knowing he was loved, at least by you.
that is a beautiful thought - i so hope you are right
oh this is such a mess
