So your an orphan? Their is nobody that is your upper that pre-dates you.
No father and or mother figure that you served under?
I do not give anything about guys because all of that does not matter over time. I care about getting inside her all that matters. I am not going to burn time with a guy, rather then burn time on my own life and report to other people I have some respect for. I rather be associated with pretty pretties then some dude hanging around me. I have business friends I do not care about gender or sex.
Then do not end things at all. Just talk with her like a "bro-dude" and have your casual sex. Be like batman with the ladies, pick her up and drive to a place and just have random meaningless bat-sex with her. Make that a thing.
Just be that "he is this guy, I hang out with, and have random sex with, at any moment, I feed him" kind of relationship.
Think Orgies, think having an relationship with many girls who all are in the same kitchen that plays around with you. You do different things with.
Think running a business ( a serious business ) and every girl is your girl but at the same time not .
Their are women who literally counts the amount of guys she sleeps with, and considers that a good thing in her life, even from her pre-teen years.
Just be her friend but not make it into something serious. You have to understand that girlfriend/boyfriend bs does not count. Even when your married it does not count. You just have to be open and honest with people of where you stand.
Like she is a girl, I went inside of her a couple of times, I am not dating her, we just do it at times, maybe we was married but that was just for my parents sake. On paper I and her see other people and sometimes we do swaps and orgies. life is great, just like that book "A brave new world".
You gotta live unless you enjoy living inside of a burnt down house near the ocean making paintings all day. You have to live.
Your not in a prison, get that out of your head. Even in a prison you could be banging these female guards ( of course willing to win em over )
Again your not in a prison so be free.Be happy. Live for the sake of Live!!!!