You aren’t even at the stage where you can “ swallow pride” because everything is still in your head. You are smitten, that’s all. And it’s scaring you to death ( admit it)
I hope that when you say you are “ drunk and high” you don’t mean that actually. Nothing is more a turn off more than some guy hitting on you who’s out of control and hiding his true self.
Take the old fashioned way and ask her to lunch - sober & serious - and hoping to start up a friendship.