How to become a woman for one time?

I have this strange sexual fantasy when I'm a girl and making out with men who think that I'm a real girl... First of all, is it normal? And second, is there any method to turn my fantasy into reality? I'm not even gay, if I want to be with somebody (in a sexual and partner relationship) it's only a girl, But in sex I always wanted to try with a man too (maybe I'm bi)... So in that fantasy I'm completely girl even when undress, guys don't recognize me as a male... I like the idea of moving like a girl, talking like a girl and when he's aroused by my look, grabs me, when I dress so sexy girl clothes and when I can use specific poses, gentle movements with my body and so on... I even tried to find artificial breast and vagina and found the whole silicone bodysuit for such people but it looks so fake, cheap and creepy... And on porn sites, I watched transvestite videos but they also look terrible... I thought there is a way for a guy to look like a girl without a surgery operation for one day, like dress up somehow and you are a complete girl even without dresses, but looks like it's not working... I saw guys who look really like girls, you can't even say they are actually men, but it's only while they dressed, they take off the clothes and you see there is no breast etc... And I don't like all this tranvestite stuff and the crossdressing silicone bodysuit that looks like in horror movies is also quite awful... So what to do with this fantasy and is there any way I can do it? Or it's impossible and stupid?
Thanks
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