Someone getting mad at me because I looked up to her is random AF. That’s a shitty reason to go psycho on someone. Normal people appreciate when anyone look up to them. You’re seem to be implying I did something wrong in recent years.
dirtydozen, from your posts over the years, there are some common themes. One I'm going to mention here.
I don't think I'm overstating it when I say no one here understand what You mean by "looking up to" someone.
In your past, you've had quite a number of people you "look up to", respond to that in a negative way. I daresay most of these people were and are normal.
What exactly are some things you do or say to people you look up to?
You're going to need to be very specific in your answer to us. Not just "I admire them, I look up to them, etc"
Could it be that you are being preceived by them of getting into there personal space, ignoring personal and professional boundaries, and doing so frequently?
How do you show them that you look up to them? How exactly do you do that? Give examples.